The Final Chapter (part 3)

April 13, 2021

[BRINDLEKIN TALES – Book 3: Chapter 17c]

Subject: I may NEVER be able to get the vaccine!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 9, 2021 10:48 AM

Because on top of young people lying and cutting ahead, making appointments unavailable in all of San Franshitsco, there is a shortage coming up:

California vaccine supply will fall 15% next week, just as demand is expected to surge

Re: I may NEVER be able to get the vaccine!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 9, 2021 2:12 PM

> Damn. I’m really sorry. So messed up. San Francisco, of all places.

AND IT’S TOTALLY BEING IGNORED BY POLITICIANS AND THE MEDIA! Just like the Medicaid travesty. Yet, it has finally become no-cost, after all these years. Whose to say my own outcries haven’t rippled up through the ranks, and fomented that change, Wattson? At least, the vaccine horror is all being documented in my Brindlekin Tales, which WILL impact everyone across the globe. And I couldn’t ask for a better result than that. Meanwhile:

The pooches are still here, great sleepover as usual; their appetites are superb, as is their spirit. Flaco loves her box to escape into, that I’ve supplied with two old sweatshirts for comfort…but she keeps pushing them out, preferring instead to flop right onto the cardboard. But she only goes in it sporadically, remaining for ten minutes or so, before returning to the cushy bedding on my cot. Lucky shows no interest in the box, except sometimes to attack her in playful sport. Which is great fun to watch. As for being back-stabbed by that attorney:

After listening to my rundown of offenses, she asked: “So what do you expect to get out of this, Mr. Krahlin, do you want to move out?”

Indicating that they are accustomed to dealing with renter issues of affluent tenants rather than SRO types, because that was the first question out of her mouth. I then told her, “God, no, I can’t afford to move, I just live in a single room on Social Security, and the low rent is thanks to rent control. What I want is for Ablablah Realty and the building manager to be answerable to these offenses.”

What probably led to their rejection via email only minutes later: I live in a single room, I’m a joke. My impression of the SF Tenants Union is they are here to mainly serve wealthy renters, and just give lip service to the poor. They may, from time to time, assist a large GROUP of low-income renters against a realtor, but when it comes to individual cases, not so much. The attorney’s secretary DID also ask:

“Do you know if any other resident has complained about the issues you’ve brought up?”

As if apartment dwellers DON’T keep to themselves and avoid as much as possible, defending any neighbor being fucked over by the landlord or manager. As if my bringing up my grievance to any resident WOULDN’T cause them to turn on me…which HAS happened numerous times when I occupied other large apartment buildings where egregious mistreatment by the building manager or owner was going on towards ALL tenants! As if the secretary didn’t KNOW this already. Their basis of whether or not a case is worth taking on, is whether or not several or MORE parties are ready to take action. Which leaves individual cases like mine out in the cold…EVEN THOUGH I have a very GOOD case that would be an easy win for just about ANY lawyer.

But as I said some time back, I don’t really NEED legal support, as a greater force is with me, that is: the Fates are in my favor (and which you’ve also concluded in one of your missives, when it comes to my writing). So I’m not gonna allow myself to go through a pointless tirade of angst, like a drama queen drowning in self pity. I am woman, hear me roar!

I completed part 2 of “The Final Chapter” yesterday, and part 3 is now a thing. Deek continues to surprise me with a much more mature and joyful manner, as my most recent videos reveal. April is, indeed, the Month of Miracles, and it can only get better and more miraculous with each passing day. We ain’t seen nothin’ yet!

– Zeke K-Holmes

Re: [MCN-Announce]- Deek Gets His 700 [my latest blog entry]
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Lisa Harwood
Date: April 9, 2021 3:00 PM

> That 20 lb. Bluetooth speaker Deke insists—INSISTS!—you haul to your room video after video (this last time, within a breath of your informing him you received the payment, a half-share of which you are bequesting him right there and then) is becoming a metaphor for Sisyphus’s boulder—you always out of breath dealing with it as you have to contain the dogs so eager to return to your hovel), breathing so painfully you leave me (other viewers) wondering if you are going to survive the final steps.

Even worse, is that speaker was with me overnight, and I lugged it out to him (which is not obvious in the video)…and within minutes of testing it, said it still doesn’t work, so I had to bring it back hovel. As for my fatigued exhalations:

It’s more my emotional response to both the difficulties dealing with him AS WELL AS my gasps of amazement over how beautifully the tales are unfolding: I am in awe! The heavy weight of the speaker simply lends exaggeration.

> It’s become a symbol of the physically tortuous power-over-you, Deek. . .sneaks in each time. . punishment (for absconding with the pups originally, or for the pups’ greater affection for you now).

Or, as I think is more likely: Deek is my bodhisattva running me through the end part of this gauntlet of my initiation into full self-realization. IOW: he knows EXACTLY what he’s doing…he doesn’t miss a beat. Like when I had just picked up the speaker with dogs in tow, I noticed his hat on the ground. When I called to him about it, waving it in my hand, instead of approaching me to retrieve it, he hollered back: “Bring it here!”

> Anyway: I suggest you insert a Sisyphus boulder contemplation in the video the next time the evil Bluetooth presents. As you are actually hauling the outsized box (perhaps during a pause on the landing); or if that would be too taxing, as an addendum in your written narrative.

I appreciate the metaphor, however I like to maintain a hint, a subtlety, to some of my scenes…which only the brightest of my readers catch (such as your own, honorable self). For one: the fate of Sisyphus is far more unrewarding than mine. For another: there is an element of humor in my burdens, that don’t jive very well with that myth. FYI: I HAVE compared my challenges to the Twelve Labors of Hercules in chapter 14 of book 2.

> P.S. I hate myself for saying this: BUT your enemies list rift was some of your best writing. The flow from beginning thru middle to end .

Yes, I’m having fun with that…thanks! And thank you, as well, for comparing me to that most excellent soldier of justice, Jane Addams, in one of your earliest emails. I’ve been meaning to bring that up, but it kept slipping my mind till now.

– Zeke

Subject: Speaking of Sisyphus
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Lisa Harwood
Date: April 9, 2021 4:03 PM

In the video “Deek’s Dilemma,” you’ll see him carrying a really HUGE speaker, around four feet tall, right at the beginning. As a bodhisattva, he foresaw your Sisyphus reference, so played this joke on me, knowing I wouldn’t get it until some days down the line…which is today, NOW!

Not to mention he’s almost always pushing around a shopping cart that is heavily burdened…and often struggles uphill with it. As San Francisco is a hilly place to be! Perhaps he IS Sisyphus himself. Nothing would surprise me at this point in my Brindlekin Adventures.

Re: Speaking of Sisyphus
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Lisa Harwood
Date: April 9, 2021 6:22 PM

> Closer fit.

Per my Bodhisattva Premise: they will always leave clues scattered about in ANY of their little adventures with you. They also have an outrageous sense of humor, which can make for some VERY funny clues. Depending on how advanced you are, or are not, discovering these “Easter eggs” may come sooner or later. Or a clue may contain MORE information at second or third perusal, than at the first.

But once you grok that angels are real, you will always be that much better, and quicker, at uncovering their clever gifts. And there will be some people you’ll recall, that you will suddenly realize were bodhisattvas themselves, though you hadn’t ANY idea back then, when they were in your life. Such as a friend in Junior High, an office worker two desks away, a nurse or aide who was very kind to you during your hospital emergency and recovery…or an animal you encountered in the woods, or one that was a pet at someone’s house.

They could have even reached out to you through the radio, TV, the movies, or of course the Internet in any number of ways. Maybe an author of a stirring book you’ve read, possibly even a character IN that book! They also show up in your dreams now and then.

Or through you, or me, without our realizing it. At least, not at the moment it occurs. Hindsight is always a boon!

– Zeke

P.S.: Some bodhisattvas are HOSTILE or scary in other ways…but for a noble purpose: that you may be led down a better path. IOW they are not always nice; it depends on the lesson that needs to be taught. Nonetheless those type, too, are compassionate at heart.

Re: [MCN-Discussion]- [MCN-Announce]- F*heads under investigation
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Announce MCN, Discussion MCN
Date: April 9, 2021 2:04 PM

On Thu, 8 Apr 2021 14:55:46 -0700 Linda Keezewell posted:

> One of the saddest aspects of this discussion is that I am finding out that not everyone I know and like will be huggable since I now am finding out they aren’t going to be vaccinated. ;-(

No, even sadder is the elderly living in urban locales who, like me, STILL don’t have access to getting a vaccine!

> Since the elders have been getting vacc’ed for a couple of months.

Definitely NOT true here in SF, and I’m guessing in many other cities as well. And it’s all being swept under the carpet, by both gov’t and media. And that’s why YOU and all other residents of a rural district don’t know about this travesty. Snarky young folks started calling COVID-19 the “boomer remover” in late 2019. And ya know what? They’re right!

Re: [MCN-Discussion]- MCN starting seperate List Serve
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Discussion MCN
Date: April 10, 2021 10:34 AM

I’m sure Tanya Merang got all hot and bothered over this, your latest lunatic, closet-case Nazi rant…her sex life is fulfilled! And of course, she will NOT bother to confront you over such a heinous post rife with bigotry…as usual. Woo-hoo!

On Fri, 9 Apr 2021 10:59:38 -0700 spike BOOGALOO dewars (a.k.a. “Mike Sewers”) squoinked:

Due to the overwhelming number of posts here on the MCN List, they have decided to form a separate List Serve in conjunction with the present one.

The List will now be separated into two categories:

A) The original LOCAL MCN List for Mendocino residents for discussion on:

1) Topics of LOCAL interest and community concerns.
2) Discussion on political, science and engineering topics.
3) Stories of general human interest.

B) An additional List for NON RESIDENT mentally ill, homosexual welfare recipients:

1) Topics on the “special” rights of LGBT’s and the education of the general populace on how they are to modify their actions and behaviour when dealing with us and our “special” rights under the law and political action to have unfair laws changed.
2) Awareness of the growing Nazi influence in society and the best means of combating their influence.
3) The proper use of powerful Indian objects and the danger they pose in the wrong hands.
4) Refining GoFundMe sites as to obtain the most amount of money for our special causes.
5) Newly discovered conspiracies.

Subject: I can’t even stay informed about vaccination updates via email!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 10, 2021 12:18 PM

That My Turn site has a form to fill out, whereby they’ll update the latest accessible places near you. But, while there is a space to type in your email, it is optional…but a cell number is mandatory. It said if you don’t have such a number, you can get a workaround by calling a phone number shown on their page. I did, and they couldn’t help me, said I NEED a cell phone number for the registration to be processed! My conjecture:

There may very well be a damn good REASON why the Fates are blocking me from getting the shots. Such as a toxic batch, like the Johnson & Johnson vaccine, only on a massive scale. If that be the case, no doubt it will explode across the headlines of every newspaper on the planet, soon enough.

– Zeke K-Holmes

Re: I can’t even stay informed about vaccination updates via email!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 10, 2021 12:44 PM

> Oh, crap. Right. They notify you by text. That was the only reason I was able to get my first shot–I keep my cheap Tracfone cell on all the time because I often get texts from my brother. When it “dinged” one day in early March, and I saw it was a notification about the shot, I was on it within seconds. Wouldn’t have got that appointment otherwise.

And THAT’S in a RURAL region, unlike the Bay Area where even text notices would NOT make a difference. Because as soon as you hear a “ding,” the available location will have already been taken by the time you log in to make an appointment. Where text alerts DO help, is via the illegal channels, where they let you know which OTHER counties have an opening. But you’ll need a vehicle to get there. Possibly, someone subscribed to such a network may be standing in line to wait for a leftover shot, and will inform others if additional shots are available. But again, you’ll need to drive over there ASAP, even if it’s in your own city.

– Zeke K-Holmes

Subject: Two new vaccine centers just opened in SF…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 10, 2021 1:01 PM

…but I’m not eligible because NOT in the right zip code! Unless I go there and lie, which I’m sure many folks will do. One site is limited to those aged 16-17…the other is open to any age, if you match one of eight zip codes.

San Francisco opens vaccines to those 16 and over in these ZIP codes

Subject: The Spyglasses & The Buddha
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 10, 2021 4:07 PM

In a recent Deek video (last night), he asked about my strange eyeglasses, “What kinda glasses are those? They look like they got the Bluetooth in them.” He must’ve noticed the teensy blue dot of light flickering on the inside left temple, indicating that recording is on. (Which you can’t notice by daylight.) So I explained in the most mundane way possible:

“Oh, doctor’s orders…they’re a medical device that checks how my pupils react to light, in case I’m coming down with old-man eye problems, like macula degeneration. I’m supposed to wear them all the time for a few months.”

He said nothing more, but I suspect that HE suspects he’s being filmed, and just brought it up to have some fun at my expense. Anyway, I wondered if it’s time to stop recording our visits, but when he next came by (about an hour ago) I decided to wear them again, come what may. This was after two days and two nights in a row, that the brindlekin stayed hovel bound. For he asked me the night before to hold onto them till morning, as it’s really cold outside. THAT’S a breakthrough right there, Doctor Wattson! He’s never before shown that level of kind regard for his pooches. The video is 4 minutes long, and includes his question about my glasses:

Now, in several of his recent rants, he mocked my admiration for the Buddha, claiming I believe in idols, not God. Which I simply ignored. However, he softened up about a week later, and even asked if he could wear the Buddha necklace he gave me about a year-and-a-half ago. Thank god I didn’t throw it away! It was just a cheap trinket from last year’s Chinese New Year parade he found in the trash. So I dug it up and presented it to him, though he never told me why he’d like to wear it now. I did remark that Buddha was a wise man who lived 500 years before Christ, and basically taught the same things about loving your neighbors and doing good.

So today when I returned the darling doggies, his wearing the Buddha necklace was flatteringly displayed against his turquoise-and-black-striped shirt! Attached is a frame from today’s video, showing just that. I consider this a FURTHER clue that he is, indeed, my bodhisattva…at least, ONE of them, for Arwyn is, as well. As are you, and Carlyle (my gay-activist ally from Boston): that is, you two are my “long-distance” bodhisattvas!

I ALSO take his sporting an image of Siddhārtha as a way of honoring me, and preparing for my “surprise party” so to speak…one which will be on a GRAND scale that will span across all ten dimensions of our world. Referring here to “The Buddhas of the Ten Directions,” explained further on this web page:

Today’s video, BTW, conveys yet another friendly visit, free of the stresses he had showered upon me like a black, toxic rain for at LEAST four years (since his mother died). If you have the time to view it, I’m sure you’ll enjoy the badinage (4.5 minutes):

Re: Two new vaccine centers just opened in SF…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 10, 2021 8:43 PM

> I’d go there and lie. Whatever it takes.

I’m not gonna do that, sorry. What if they ask for proof of address, or ID? Talk has it they don’t check for that info, but it could change at any moment…especially when the prerequisite is you have to be a resident of the city.

> BTW, I thought your little white lie to Deek about why you wear the glasses was brilliant!

Thanks, I thought so, too…but I think he knows he’s being filmed. So who’s fooling whom here, the trickster or the trickster?

Re: Two new vaccine centers just opened in SF…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 11, 2021 7:44 AM

Yep, word is out on Reddit’s “AskSF” sub that you definitely need to show ID for proof of zip code. Because if they didn’t do that, they’d be flooded with imposters from outside the assigned areas, and many legit locals would be denied the vaccine. But what I’M wondering is: why the fuck hasn’t San Franshitsco done that from the get-go? And what about all the homeless…nothing seems to be happening for THEIR well-being. (Which ALSO puts ALL of us in danger of continued exposure, I might note.) Wanna hear something pathetic? When I filled out the MyTurn registration form, it asked if I were indigent. As if everyone living on the streets all had smartphones, and could apply online! So: not only can you NOT register for updates on local accessibility if you don’t have a cell number (no email option), the houseless are out of luck, too.

Re: Two new vaccine centers just opened in SF…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 11, 2021 10:50 AM

> Their message is clear: just go die already, will ya?

This is undeclared war against the poor, the homeless and the elderly. Not limited merely to San Franshitsco, but across our dysfunctional nation. And guess what MY role is in all this? It’s rather obvious.

– Zeke K-Holmes

Re: Two new vaccine centers just opened in SF…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 11, 2021 11:34 AM

> So, is the supposed plan to cover all SF zip codes eventually?

I have no idea. What they’re doing now is targeting the neighborhoods of the “most vulnerable” via zip code. So, I am in the 94114 area, which is pretty privileged…thus, in their eyes, high-risk denizens like myself don’t exist there! A much better solution would’ve been to target all the low income, homeless and elderly, citywide. But no, San Franshitsco lacks the sheer logic (and probably compassion) to accomplish this.

What is so amazing about my role as Liberator For The Disenfranchised, is everything’s already arranged for my victory. I don’t even need lift so much as a little finger to get the ball rolling…for my work has already been done. The stage is almost complete in setting up this operatic scenario soon to occur. Just a few more props to go, a bit more furniture adjustment and final stage light placement…then rises the curtain.

– Zeke K-Holmes

Re: [MCN-Discussion]- MCN starting seperate List Serve
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Announce MCN, Discussion MCN
Date: April 11, 2021 12:02 PM

Racism and homophobia seem to be your SPECIAL talents, Mr. Dewars. With that kind of thinking, I’m sure some local neo-Nazi group would love to have you join. And your online, discussion list paramour, Tanya Merang, will certainly NOT stand in your way.

–begin Dewar’s yet another disgusting post:

Date: Sat, 10 Apr 2021 16:39:23 -0700
From: Spike Dewars
Subject: Re: [MCN-Discussion]- MCN starting seperate List Serve

Is your sex life fulfilled Zeke?

I guess not as you are filled with anger and rage and take it out by cyber-bullying little old Asian ladies here. If your over 30 year your juniour negro lover boy isn’t satisfying your needs, can’t you go out on the street and pay a nice young negro boy to fuck you in the ass? If offered to transport and deliver a TEENAGE negro lover boy for you, but you seem to unable to come up with my very reasonable $1,000 transport and delivery fee.


Re: Two new vaccine centers just opened in SF…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 11, 2021 12:36 PM

> I’ll be in the front row. You’ll recognize me by my hat.

Front row? Better than that: you’ll be right BESIDE me, along with a small group of OTHER treasured allies. But I AM curious as to what kind of HAT you mean!

Re: Two new vaccine centers just opened in SF…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 11, 2021 1:28 PM

> Oh, the hat:
> The chicken, of course, is alive and well. And potty-trained.

No animal was harmed in the creation of this hat. Maybe LIVING fur coats will become all the rage, soon! Not many ladies would survive the wear and tear required to maintain and clean them.

Re: Oh, wait:
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 11, 2021 2:46 PM


Doesn’t look like THAT one gives a hoot.

Re: Oh, wait:
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 11, 2021 3:16 PM

Come to think of it, ANY of the hats shown here would suit you perfectly:

10 Major Accomplishments of Eleanor Roosevelt

Subject: Here it is, my promise to the world…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 11, 2021 6:08 PM

…that change is coming! All is revealed in this short video, as miraculous as that sounds (5.5 minutes):

Subject: New vaccine site’s first day was a disaster!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 11, 2021 10:35 PM

Zuckerberg SF General, where you supposedly can just walk in and get your shot, if you live in one of the eight designated zip codes. They actually only had 500 doses. This is on Twitter. Many stood in line for more than two hours, then told to leave. SO glad I didn’t go! Waiting in line with a crowd does NOT sound very covid-safe to me.

Two tweets that give you a good idea:

1. Unorganized. No staff, no signage. People waiting in wrong line meant for appointments. Saw those who had number placards. Get to end of line and staff told us no more placards but to wait in the other line up the street. Nothing about only having 500 doses.

2. My experience today was at Zuckerberg SF General. If today’s experience is an indication of how SF is handling vaccinations then I would be worried come April 15 when its vaccinations open up to all residents of SF.

– Zeke K-Holmes

P.S.: Coincidentally, I discussed with Dieter earlier this evening, about the vaccine discrimination going on in this hell-bound metropolis:

Re: [MCN-Announce]- Mantra gathering…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Announce MCN
Date: April 12, 2021 9:48 AM

On Sat, 10 Apr 2021 19:19:41 -0700 Edgar Portman posted:

> There will be another gathering Sunday April 4th on the west lawn of the Ford house (across from Flo restaurant) where we will chant mantra.

So y’all gonna “go with the Flo?”

Many years ago (the late 70s) I was invited by a cultish Buddhist group, to attend their next chanting session. They are the ones who believe that murmuring “nam myoho renge kyo” in prolonged sessions will get you whatever you want: an expensive car or boyfriend/girlfriend, house or world travel (for examples). So I went there, and chanted in a small circle with five other people. A few days later I ran into one of them, who asked, “What did you chant for?” My answer:

“So I wouldn’t ever have to chant again, to get what I want.”

He seemed rather put off by that, so I further explained:

“Why waste your karma chanting for selfish desires? Why not just chant for something BIG, like world peace? Because with that come all other good things, anyway.”

Upon hearing this he stormed off into the night’s shadow, and they never invited me over again. But I guess if you’re lonely (and who isn’t these days) chanting meetups can be an excellent way to not feel so isolated. Though a lot of expulsion of everyone’s breath goes on, so they’d better do this outside, and at a good distance from each other!

Subject: Very interesting conversation at Rosenberg’s this morning!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 12, 2021 11:11 AM

It was an excellent conversation, mostly about San Franshitsco’s screwed-up COVID-19 vaccination rollout that neglects many of our low income, elderly and homeless denizens…including yours truly. One VERY interesting remark Charlie made, was that when he went to get his first shot (at Zuckerberg SF General Hospital), he along with everyone else awaiting their turn were all PACKED INTO ONE ROOM! So I guess they had them over a barrel. They could either refuse to take the risk of close proximity, breathing the same air, and walk out…or spend an hour or longer mingling their breaths during that time, in order to finally get that vaccine! A Faustian bargain indeed. Now documented on video (8 minutes):

Re: [MCN-Announce]- Padded envelopes all sizes GONE
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Announce MCN
Date: April 12, 2021 12:07 PM

On Sat, 10 Apr 2021 20:48:52 -0700 Daisy Dancer posted:

> Picked up by a lovely woman. Great listserv!

Great listsev? As opposed to what: a dysfunctional listserv? Just because you accomplished a trivial goal, does not a “great” listserv make. I see NO special distinction when comparing THIS list service with any other. Nor do I know of ANY “great” mailing list…they just do their thing, for the purposes they serve. Besides, all this hyper-flattery degrades the list, because it is OBviously a palm-greasing tactic that is selfish at heart. Just as it is to describe the person with whom you made a transaction as “lovely,” “wonderful,” “very nice” and similar adjectives. Which motive is to keep those palms greased! After all, you would never dream of calling him or her “average looking,” “boring” or “unfriendly,” which nonetheless may be closer to the truth than self-serving flattery. Besides which:

The announce list is POISONED by all this anti-vaxxing spewage, bible-school-type Jebus posts, and promotion of new-age snake oil medications and services. No list can POSSIBLY even hope to achieve any level of “greatness” with such antics going on, some of them being downright dangerous and even DEADLY. Here’s a tip for ya, Daisy Dancer:

Stop dancing in the daisies so much and figure out a way to get your head screwed back on in the proper direction.

Re: [MCN-Discussion]- MCN starting seperate List Serve
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Discuss MCN, Announce MCN
Date: April 12, 2021 12:24 PM

On Sun, 11 Apr 2021 13:21:56 -0700 Fred BOOGALOO McMillon squoinked:

> Isn’t it just WONDERFUL how the entire List stands up for and protects poor, victimized Zeke? Why don’t you go take a walk down your shit covered sidewalks of your gay ghettto and see if you can find a nice young negro boy to fuck you in the ass today ? I’m sorry your over 30 year your juniour house negro isn’t keeping you sexually fulfilled. If you don’t find one, you could always come back on the List and vent your frustration by cyber-bullying little old Asian women.

Just reposting this so that those on the announce list may see for themselves, just how one disgusting person (who often spews Nazi propaganda as well) has destroyed the discussion list. And whom one “Tanya Merang” has decided to support whatever vile garbage you dump on the list on a daily basis…and thus, is your ONLY enabler. Wait, I take that back: Arron Cooper ALSO contributes now and then, towards enabling your participation. Furthermore:

The name “Fred McMillon” is but a pseudonym by which Gerard Marlin Kozlowski hides behind, as is that OTHER fake name, “Spike Dewars.” You are NOTORIOUS for harassing, stalking and bullying people in your own neck of the woods, which is, of course, Mendocino County. In addition:

I have never witnessed before, such a CLEAR case of a deeply closeted homosexual, who is literally SCREAMING for help between the words of his absurdly hyper-macho posts, like a demented Walter Mitty. Woo-hoo!

Re: New vaccine site’s first day was a disaster!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 12, 2021 3:14 PM

> That’s a great little film. Your voice (I can hear the east coast tones!) laying out all the impediments, snafus and impossibilities of getting the vaccine while a man slowly and with great effort climbs several staircases. Perfect match.

For which reason reveals how Kismet is guiding me every step of the way…thus, a miracle (and even more profoundly, the miracles keep piling up almost daily, and refuse to cease). For I NEVER plan these videos, or consciously manipulate them while recording. My subtle wisecrack at the beginning (“Got all your Easter shopping done yet?”) set off the entire piece with a bang. THAT was not intentional, either, I just wanted to have a good laugh with Dieter…but then another resident showed up out of the blue and ruined the moment. Which is TYPICAL of our queer community: ruining the moment for anyone not part of this or that clique. Goes on all the time, at least in MY world.

BTW, Wattson, I’ve uploaded “A Conversation with Charlie” to Vimeo, since Youtube has taken it down from my channel for stupid and false claims, thanks to their useless algorithm.

I HAVE appealed it, because YT’s claim is that either my video or its description is in conflict with local health authorities or the WHO re. COVID-19 policy. My appeal was thus: “There is NOTHING in either the video or its description that contradicts local or WHO policy regarding this pandemic. In fact, the video doesn’t deal with that at all, but includes criticism of misconstrued distribution of this vaccine by my city, that hurts the low income, the elderly and the homeless.”

This ban on my video occurred within MOMENTS of uploading it, so it could ONLY have been the algorithm deciding to take a shit. Because its claim is blatantly WRONG. My conclusion is that it bases its decision SOLELY on the description, which happened to contain the word “COVID-19,” and set off the alarms. NOT looking any further into WHY that word was there, but because some stupid human programmed it to censor ANY video with such a word in the description. Presuming that the appearance of “COVID-19” in the blurb can mean only one thing: an anti-vaxxing conspiracy nut uploaded it.

Three strikes and I’m out, though, and this is the first. Goddamn hi-tech libertarians…they’re monsters!

– Zeke K-Holmes

Subject: Some Quick Updates
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 13, 2021 2:43 PM

Condensing latest events and thoughts in one missive, Wattson:

1. My conjecture: Youtube did NOT ban my “Charlie” video because of medical disinfo, even though that’s their claim. (They turned down my appeal BTW.) The REAL reason is due to the controversial content re. mismanagement of the COVID-19 vaccine distribution. Which has NOTHING to do with pandemic policy on any level. I should’ve taken heed beFORE uploading the video with a description that even USES the words “COVID” or “San Franshitsco.” Seeing as I had already been warned some months back, that YT is overly cautious re. political controversy. But my fervor to report the truth so bluntly, cost me. What I SHOULD have done is compose a description withOUT key words or phrases that raise the hackles of their censor-bots. What I will do henceforth, is upload such videos to either Vimeo or my own gay-bible website…linking them via my WordPress posts. My Brindlekin Tales videos are way too IMPORTANT to lose their presence on a vastly popular venue like YT, over my occasional political critiques.

2. My printer REFUSED to function, looks like the ink already dried out! But I DID, finally, discover a contact form for Ablahblah Realty. But my letter was too long to be accepted, so I posted this instead:

Subject: Belligerent resident & needless COVID-19 risk

Body: Due to the length limit of this contact form, please read my letter here (it is only one page):

3. I have filmed just this morning, yet one more elevator worker not wearing a mask (18 seconds):

4. Relationship with Deek has vastly improved the last two weeks, affirming my Bodhisaatva Premise that he is a spiritual guardian and teacher…not just some messed-up dude. Which greatly relieves my concern for the doggies. This latest meetup (last night) clinches it even more, due to his targeting my attention on the Buddha necklace, which he gave me almost two years ago, but recently asked for its return, that he may wear it himself. 7-minute video (great thumbnail goes with it):

The Final Chapter (part 2)

April 9, 2021

[BRINDLEKIN TALES – Book 3: Chapter 17b]

Subject: The Final (chapter) Solution
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 5, 2021 4:33 PM

Okay, so my final chapter, called “The Final Chapter,” is far from completed, though already a 40-minute read. So while sitting on the pot, I came up with the perfect workaround: each chapter shall be called by the same title, only appended with “(part x),” where the “x” is consecutively numbered from 1 to 2 to 3, etc. And the chapter numbers themselves shall have a matching alphabet thusly: “Chapter 17a,” “Chapter 17b,” “Chapter 17c,” and so on.


Re: [MCN-Announce]- Something you made.
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Announce MCN
Date: April 5, 2021 10:35 PM

On Apr 5, 2021, at 1:18 PM, Marshall McGee wrote:

> I’d like you to tell a story here about something you made. Like, say, you made a little motorcar out of stuff from the garage or the junkyard when you were a kid, or some art that’s somewhere people can see it in real life, maybe from the road, like the whalefrog marble statue of R. Buzby’s that was in front of the Little River Inn for so long, or like Bill Cornelius’ automatic door that closes on the coop when the chickens have all gone inside for the night. Something real that you did with your brain and your hands.

I once sculpted a perfect replica of Stonehenge out of dog poop. And the only way I could’ve managed that, is because it was a drought year, so the poop had toughened enough to allow such a sculpture to exist in the first place. I was the pride of my sophomore year art class, won several awards and went on tour throughout the states of Missouri, Arkansas, Iowa, South Dakota and Nebraska. Everybody made a big stink about it!

Re: (R) of the Albany County Legislature states a remark so homophobic is must be heard to be believed.
From: Zeke’s Mailing List
To: Carlyle Lambourne
Date: April 6, 2021 9:44 AM

> Ezekiel,
> I certainly hope that to be true.

My prediction of liberation for sexual minorities on a grand scale is, of course, seen as a pipe dream through the eyes of most. How presumptuous, then, of me to say it will happen as soon as sometime later this year!

> If there were to be hope for peaceful change, that ball would be solidly in the court of the power-hungry, hate-inspired right-wingers who to this point have shown that they are neither peaceful nor amenable to peaceful protest.

That conclusion EXCLUDES the conjecture of a sudden shift in power, from those politically and materially in control, to those who are not. For one who is both paranormally gifted and considers that such invisible forces coming out of that realm COULD alter our reality in most potent ways, and with quick results: I am surprised at your limited appraisal.

Something fishy’s going on here, as if you intentionally left out the OBVIOUS, in spite of your bringing it up yourself in past email communiqué, on and off over many years. Including claims that you COULD cause great harm to our enemies through the sheer force of your will, alone. I am not saying that you actually could do that, as I have a different perspective on using such a gift to cause harm and fear to win our battles. Thus I strongly disagree, when there are bloodless options EQUALLY available in the psychic sphere, and EQUALLY effective…well, even MORE effective in achieving liberation, than blowing things up.

As, for example, usurping control over all major databases including those of banking, military operations and government rule (including infrastructure). That alone would be MORE than enough to gain the upper hand. I would even posit that those, like yourself, whose cause is indisputably righteous, and who have this other-worldly power, also have BUILT-IN protection that would keep bloody violence at bay (unlike in that 1976 cult horror classic, “Carrie,” among other similarly themed films). Instead, it would manifest your will in an alternative manner that would be just as effective withOUT causing any physical or mental misery to the intended targets. Yet achieve victory nonetheless.

The lust for retribution of an injurious and frightening sort against those who HAVE committed, and still DO commit, vulgar violence and terrorism against us LGBTs, is indeed a potent passion. But if you have the option to choose a benevolent way to gain our freedom, surely it is wiser to choose THAT over violence. Yet you seem absolutely STUCK (or blinded) from considering my thesis. For which I MUST conclude that you really do know better, but are simply providing me with the opportunity to hammer home my point in increasingly comprehensible ways…and get better at it each time you toss the issue into the ring.

For you are VERY intelligent and caring, thus making it IMPOSSIBLE for you to NOT both grasp my premise and accept it through pure logic alone (if not through compassion, as well).

– Ezekiel

Subject: Crossing Paths with Myrtle by the Back Porch
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 6, 2021 11:40 AM

Earlier this evening it occurred to me, kind physician, that my freshly perished neighbor Todd left behind a ton of CD’s in their plastic cases on the back porch, all tightly packed away in 16 cardboard boxes containing 20 each…and that Deek could sell them! Appearing to be in pristine condition, I thought:

“Even at just 50 cents apiece, he could walk away with over $150.”

The boxes were large and heavy enough to restrict me from carrying more than two at a time, to my monk’s cell of a room. But alas, after removing well over two-thirds of the boxes from the Todd-cluttered porch, it hit me:


Thus, I wound up returning them all to the porch, two by two…having wasted an hour of my night over this pointless project, albeit well-meaning. But as I exited the porch during my fourteenth trip back to my room, who should suddenly show up at the door with a small trash bag in her birdlike hand? You guessed it:


She magically appeared in the side hallway leading to her “old” apartment, upon my opening the spring-loaded porch door. “Oh, excuse me!” she remarked and stepped back ten feet. I then swung the door fully open and held it there, for her entry. But she politely turned down my chivalric gesture: “No, it’s okay, I’m not wearing a mask.”

It was then I noticed she was, indeed (and true to her word), not wearing a mask (which she always has before, but I suppose she thought it expedient NOT to, for her present mission of completing her departure from “Hotel California North”). Thus I said in my friendliest manner: “Okay then!” and scooted hovel-bound.

– Zeke K-Holmes

Re: Crossing Paths with Myrtle by the Back Porch
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 6, 2021 12:55 PM

> So she’s actually leaving??

Ha-ha, good question. It’s not like the building manager cares to keep me informed of anything. In his world I am but an annoying, deadbeat gnat who enjoys decades of cheap rent and associates with vagrants, scofflaws and little homeless doggies whom he deems disposable. At least, that is the role he plays onstage, and which I take as anything BUT seriously. We have no enemies, only teachers…and all perceived adversaries become one’s best friends after all life lessons have been learned.

– Zeke K-Holmes

P.S.: Two more remarkable Deek videos coming up very soon: “Peace is Coming Out of This,” parts 1 and 2. The first video is uploading now, preparing the second. Keep an eye peeled on your Announcement List mailbox deliveries.

[Fortuitous reader: there are three more videos to complete this small “peace” collection. To view them all, click here.]

Subject: Another foolish, Nazi post from Mike Sewers posing as samantha:
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Announce MCN, Discussion MCN
Date: April 6, 2021 2:04 PM

Reposting here, just for the record…also been forwarded to proper authorities re. online harassment, which has now turned into stalking. I have several good friends still living in my previous apartment building, two of which are SFPD cops. They have been informed of his possible (though unlikely) arrival, and will be more than happy to arrest him. Should he be so stupid as to actually show up, he will also be filmed by the security system’s camera. A warning notice with one of his photos is already posted in the lobby. His phone number has been intercepted by the police, so here it is: [707-xxx-xxxx]. Which is a smartphone with Cellular One service. Woo-hoo!


Re: samantha from the mendo list serve
From: samantha cockburn
To: Zeke Krahlin
Date: April 6, 2021 1:44 PM

I’ll be dropping off the “dogfood” in near future Zeke for your adorable puppies.

Looks like a pretty rough neighborhood you live in

so as a favor to YOU, I’m going to give you a FREE 5 second lesson in the basic essentials of hand to hand !
I am very certain you will remember what I “taught” you for the rest of your life and maybe this will come in handy in your rough neighborhood in future.

Afterwards we will have a “discussion” about treating others with respect and manners.

Peace and Love


On Mon, Apr 5, 2021 at 2:11 AM Zeke Krahlin wrote:

Wow! So kind of you. And it will also be a GREAT pleasure meeting a real
live person, finally, who is on that “controversial list” who is
familiar with, and enjoys, my puppy contributions! May you have the
loveliest night of your life, tonight…and always.

My phone is a land line, BTW:


My residence is here in the Castro, on Market Street between Castro and
Noe/16th Streets (they all intersect).

9666 Market Street, #205
SF, CA 94102

On Mon, Apr 5, 2021 at 12:52 AM, samantha cockburn wrote:

I have been following you and your dogs that you post on the list. I
think it is so nice of you to take of those puppies for your homeless
friend. I have four dogs that I love dearly myself so I buy dog food
in bulk from our country feed store where I get a very good price.
I have a friend in north beach I see about once a month. If you give
me your address and phone number I can call you and drop off a 25
pound of dog food for you.

I’m sorry to read what some people on the list say about you. Mike
Sears is not liked by the good people here in our supportive community
so don’t be upset about what he says about you. Not everyone on the
coast here is like him or his friends.

Peace and Love


Subject: If this is what Mike Sewers wants, this is what Mike Sewers gets!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Announce MCN, Discussion MCN
Date: April 6, 2021 2:47 PM

The SFPD is already in touch with Mendo law enforcement. They have several of his photos (which he has so kindly emailed me more than once, via his previous email stalking), his smartphone number which UNIQUELY identifies him, and documentation of his MANY posts and emails that verify his culpability without question. Mr. Sewers fits the profile of a cyberstalker perfectly. See:

Federal Stalking and Harassment Laws


What is Stalking?

Under U.S. federal law, someone commits the felony of stalking if that person:

– places another person in reasonable fear of death or serious bodily injury to him- or herself, his or her immediate family member, or spouse or intimate partner

– causes, attempts to cause, or could reasonably be expected to cause substantial emotional distress to the target of their conduct, or

– acts with the intent to kill, injure, harass, intimidate, or place the victim under surveillance in order to kill, injure, harass, or intimidate that person.


A person convicted of stalking under federal law faces a possible prison sentence not to exceed five years, a fine not to exceed $250,000, or both. (18 USC § § 2261, 3571.) Where the defendant’s stalking conduct results in the death of or physical injury to another person, a conviction may lead to a sentence of up to life in prison.


So if Mr. Sewers chooses to continue harassing and stalking me, and even shows up at my old building, he will be compelled to pay a very steep price for his foolishness. He would certainly NOT be the first homophobe who’s threatened and stalked me, and wound up in prison. AFAIC:

I will be MORE than happy to accommodate Mr. Sewers for a cozy jail-cell abode, if that is his little closet-gay heart’s desire. Which it SEEMS to be. Woo-hoo!

Subject: Holy Ghost Cockatoo [my latest video – 5.5 mins.]
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Zeke’s Mailing List
Date: April 6, 2021 5:03 PM

This wonderful encounter yesterday, turned my horrid day around into a spectacular one! After that scary incident of a nasty young fellow and his lackeys standing at the front gate without wearing masks (screaming at me while the police just stood there and did nothing), I attempted to return to my apartment building an hour and a half later, thinking the coast was finally clear. But upon entering the lobby, I noticed one of the troublemakers on the stairway landing, and heard a commotion coming from the second floor. So I hastily booked it on outta there and walked towards the intersection, where I came across this man and his charming, gregarious cockatoo named Casper! In light of its name, and that his feathers are a luminous white, I get the “ghost” reference. However, in my case, having just walked away from an ugly debacle where I was the scapegoat, this bird has been elevated in my eye from “Casper the Friendly Ghost” to the Holy Ghost! He even perched on my shoulder for a few moments, muttering sweet little parrot nothings in my ear. And to think this would never have happened, were I not driven away from my building a while longer!

THOUGH ONE THING RUINS THIS OTHERWISE SWEET ENCOUNTER FOR ME: that fellow is not wearing his mask properly, because his nose is exposed. I didn’t even realize it until after uploading this video…and even then, not until someone pointed this out. I was so relieved to have a friendly encounter so soon after an ugly confrontation in front of my apartment building, I overlooked this OTHER infraction. I guess because I psychologically blocked it out. I came that close to deleting this video, but decided to keep it for posterity, if nothing else.

Subject: A Chat in the Lobby with Dieter…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 6, 2021 9:23 PM

…whose real name is Katz. He was Chuck’s last neighbor (also in a single room) before he returned to his home town of Philadelphia. I told Chuck I’ll get a good video with Katz in it, soon…but this is DEFINITELY not the right one, as I discuss his foolish “no mask” mentality that may now result in his death, or ruin his remaining years on this planet with major health problems. Just 4 minutes long. WARNING: I do the Columbo “false exit” trick in this video, as I do some others, in that it looks like it’s about to end as I approach the gate, but at the last moment turn around and add a bit more dialog before the actual fini.

Re: [MCN-Announce]- Another foolish, Nazi post from Mike Sewers posing as samantha:
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: George Dennis
Date: April 7, 2021 10:41 AM

> I will call Samantha Cockburn today and let her know what’s happening, and will let you know what I find out. I’m not sure there’s anything we can do, although it’s possible if she filed a fraud complaint, Kozlowski might be hearing from some sort of authorities. I think this is another issue that should be brought up at an MUSD board meeting.

She should at LEAST be informed of this (that her name is being abused by a lunatic white supremacist), no matter what. Let her know I will gladly forward to her, any additional emails he sends me in her name, so she can keep a record for her own purposes. Seeing as she may not see them reposted by me, to the discussion list. She can either give me her email, or I can send them directly to you, who then can forward them to her. In which case, you’ll have to unblock me. Or just check your spam mail at least once a week.

> To be perfectly honest Zeke, I have you, Kozlowski and some others, whose email goes to my spam folder, which I generally delete unread since I can’t stand the nasty and despicable messages people (mostly Nazi Mike) leave for each other. Occasionally I peek at one or two of them, so that’s how I know of his latest extremely disturbing internet bullying.

Glad you caught it!

> Sorry you have to go through this, as the one person brave and tenacious enough to keep after this worthless sack of human skin.

I am also dealing with an EQUALLY horrid threat against me, here in my own building. And BOTH occurred on the same day…that is, Kozlowski’s initial “samantha” post AND the nasty screaming at me from a resident of my building who lives on the same floor as I do. Good news, though: he (and his mother) have JUST been evicted. Which explains his screaming, as that was on the same day as their departure. I ALWAYS get results that turn out in my favor, by standing my ground. Though sometimes it can get REALLY scary for a time.

– Zeke

Re: [MCN-Announce]- Another foolish, Nazi post from Mike Sewers posing as samantha:
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: George Dennis
Date: April 7, 2021 11:58 AM

> Vid #1 – Very scary all right. You should remember, you’re not dealing with mentally stable individuals here, so it’s not worth it to engage or continue any kind of confrontation. The reality is, you’d expose yourself to a lot less aerosol particulates if you just hold your breath and walk on by, rather than have some unbalanced nut screaming in your face.

Too many people take that approach (not confronting the source of their attackers) and thus allow the further expansion of nut-job hostility. And THAT is precisely what they’re counting on. And PRECISELY why our society has deteriorated so badly. I’m not saying one should stand up to these scofflaws ALL the time, but that one SHOULD confront them when you deem it appropriate and safe to do so (in my case, the police were witness). Scurrying away from threats each and every time will only wind up putting you in a situation where they FORCE themselves upon you more and more frequently, till you finally have NO CHOICE but to stand up for what you know is right. Otherwise, you’re always leaving it to “someone else” to clean up the mess.

In this case, they were loitering in the hallway NOT wearing masks (on and off over more than six months, during which time several residents contracted the virus, and one died)…thus putting EVERYone in the building in danger of contracting COVID-19. And since even the building manager refused to deal with it, I felt morally OBLIGATED to take action. Besides which, their proximity to my room made me the MOST vulnerable among all residents. So I ask you, George:

Should I have just shut up about it, and even drop dead if it came to that, all because no one did anything about it, least of all myself? After all:

“First they came for the socialists, and I did not speak out—because I was not a socialist. Then they came for the trade unionists, and I did not speak out— because I was not a trade unionist. Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out—because I was not a Jew. Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me.” – Martin Niemöller

> I’ve found in life that it can be difficult and unwise to try and make anyone behave the way you’d like them to.

When it comes down to others’ behavior that spreads disease and death (or chaos, misery, or violence), one MUST fight back. Your advice sucks, Mr. Dennis! Thank GOD I’m not such a milquetoast individual, for I would NEVER have fulfilled ANY of my goals that have led to the preservation and improved lives of countless people. And my Brindlekin Tales (a trilogy of online books that is nearing completion) will accomplish far more MASSIVE results than I’ve ever achieved previously. For while they are presented as a series of doggy tales, they actually are a vehicle to cover MANY pressing social and spiritual issues of our day. With ANSWERS as to how to rise above them, as well as give much inspiration and hope to my readers. Besides which:

I’m still here at the ripe age of 70…and have NEVER been unduly injured for taking a righteous stand against foul actions. I am an extremely fortunate and blessed human being, as a result.

– Zeke

Subject: I Greet the Elevator Crew Every Morning
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Zeke’s Mailing List
Date: April 7, 2021 12:31 PM

My apartment building had a really ancient elevator: the original one from 1904! It finally rattled its dying breath almost two years ago, and we’ve been without an elevator ever since. And there are several older residents who can only go up and down the flights of stairs with great difficulty! As of several months ago, elevator replacement has begun…and with that, the accompanying hardhats. They’ve kinda become part of the “family” (as dysfunctional as it may be), thus I enjoy giving them a friendly hello every morning as I return from Rosenberg’s with a fresh cup of java in hand. BUT ONE OF THEM ISN’T WEARING A MASK! Yep, “dysfunctional family” alright…they fit right in!

Subject: My video “A Gift for Eleanor” is now public…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 7, 2021 2:19 PM

…and this is the new thumbnail image: the cover of the very first issue of Mad.

Re: My video “A Gift for Eleanor” is now public…
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 7, 2021 2:37 PM

> Beautiful!!

My gift is now transformed from a single person’s favor, to an entire Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad world! Even better:

Deek’s demeanor has GREATLY improved, as revealed in those 5 short videos called “Peace is Coming Out of This” (parts 1-5). Now strung together in a single blog entry.

Thus affirming my Bodhisattva Premise like a champ (including my April Prophecy that is coming to pass)! Not that he still doesn’t grate my nerves, but it’s far less often and far less extreme.

And one of my enemies has died, while two others have been evicted. Speaking of “April Prophecy!” What will the building manager’s fate be, since he’s the remaining greatest offender? I have no idea, but you’ll certainly be the first to know, once it transpires…or should I say: once he EXpires! Last night while taking a short stroll in the chill, damp air, I saw him lumber in my direction: bent over, shoulders drooped, walking with a slight, stumbling gait to his (or someone’s) vehicle and getting inside. Neither of us acknowledged the other’s presence as I strode cockily by. He could’ve been an extra for a cheesy zombie movie! Truly, the answer to all worldly woes is indeed:

What, me worry?

– Zeke K-Holmes

Re: [MCN-Announce]- Another foolish, Nazi post from Mike Sewers posing as samantha:
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: George Dennis
Date: April 7, 2021 6:53 PM

> Except for the fact in the first part Video #2, the gentleman with the Cockatoo is improperly wearing his mask below the nose. Did you correct his behavior and demand he wear it properly? I just say choose your battles.

I should’ve asked him to put the mask back on, but I wasn’t even aware of that, because I had just stepped away from that nasty ruckus at the gate, and was still dealing with the resulting anxiety attack. I was just happy to have such a nice encounter so soon. It was a psychological blind spot caused by my wracked nerves…in fact, I remained unaware of this even after uploading the video…and only until you just brought it up! I’m tempted to remove that video now; thanks for pointing this out.

> That’s pretty cool with the camera glasses. What kind are they?

From Amazon, click here.

> I called Samantha Cockburn around noon today – so far haven’t heard back.

Okay. Something will eventually fall in place, where Kozlowski will get his comeuppance, and I have a hunch it will happen soon.

Re: Fwd: Re: [MCN-Announce]- Another foolish, Nazi post from Mike Sewers posing as samantha:
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 7, 2021 7:21 PM

> I know…I’ve been following it. I knew Samantha Cockburn was a real person, though I don’t know her myself.

The same day of that ugly confrontation by my building’s front gate, was also the day that Mr. Psychobitch Sewers made his first salvo. Whoever wrote this script needs to sit in a corner and don a dunce cap.


Re: [MCN-Announce]- Another foolish, Nazi post from Mike Sewers posing as samantha:
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: George Dennis
Date: April 7, 2021 8:54 PM

> I just spoke to Samantha Cockburn at length, and she was very appreciative of being informed about what is occurring. As a single woman, community activist who lives alone in a secluded place, she is very wary of getting harassed by the likes of Kozlowski and so asked not to be directly contacted. However, if there is some way you could send me the emails he’s used in her name, I can forward those to her and we can proceed from there.

Fine, forwarding his two emails to me in a moment!

Re: samantha from the mendo list serve
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: George Dennis
Date: April 7, 2021 8:59 PM

> Message with emails sent to SC. I’ll let you know (probably tomorrow) what she says.

Great! BTW I read your posts to Marshall. Something’s wrong with that dude. I’ve had my own unpleasant online encounters with him. He really enjoys my tales, and has read many of them over the airwaves. Then suddenly, he abruptly stopped in early February without any explanation as to why. Didn’t answer my two emails about this, either…and they were cordial.

Re: samantha from the mendo list serve
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: George Dennis
Date: April 7, 2021 9:09 PM

> I think all the GMO junk food he indulges in might finally be coming back to haunt him. I agree – something more wrong than usual with the poor, mad dude.

Specifically, I suspect those frozen meatballs he gets at the dollar store. I can’t imagine anything good would come of that!

Subject: Preparing my next letter to Ablahblah Realty
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 8, 2021 10:07 AM

Just the draft so far, and I may or may not mail a copy to the building manager:


Outrageously belligerent behavior by Apt. 208 resident Adisa, April 4th 2021…starts around 4:31 PM and lasts about three minutes.

Shortly before this encounter, I saw Adisa and two friends of his standing around the hallway, not wearing masks. This has occurred plenty of times on and off, over the past six months or so.

Elevator crew workers sometimes not wearing their masks, inside this building:

I see them in the utility room, often without masks. And as you know, air has a way of spreading beyond a single room, especially when the door is open. The building manager Kevin Bond, often goes in there himself, as does Victor, our regular maintenance man. This puts both of them clearly at risk. Not to mention possibly exposing all residents to COVID-19, because everyone passes by that room.

Sometimes an elevator worker does not wear a mask in the lobby. Here’s one recent example (April 4, 2021 – 8:06 AM).

I am assuming, therefore, that the workers do not wear masks while within the elevator shaft itself…because no one can see them.

At least one person has contracted the virus during the same time period as maskless Adisa and friends loitering in the hallway, as well as the elevator crew’s presence. How many more residents have caught COVID-19 and have even died from it, I have no idea, because the law does not allow residents to be informed, beyond posting a notice of the first tenant to come down with it (without revealing who that is). In fact, one resident has recently died: Todd in room 209.



Re: Elevator worker not wearing a mask!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 8, 2021 10:42 AM

> Look at the expression on that maskless guy’s stupid face. He should wear a mask just to cover that up, if nothing else.

Ablahblah Realty is in for a bruising, as I have documented all these offenses (and others, as you well know), and will CONTINUE to document them, until said time as I find an attorney, or some OTHER avenue of justice. Such as a letter to the editor of the SF Chronicle or other local paper. The only reason I hesitate to inform the manager and Ablablah about Adisa’s behavior, is because that will give away the fact I’m wearing spyglasses

> I managed to get both my shots. Where across the bay are they available? Oakland? Berkeley? Just curious.

Oakland Coliseum. You have to ride BART, then take a shuttle over. I am NOT about to risk exposure by riding public transit, especially through sketchy neighborhoods! You never know WHO’S gonna step on, and some very crazy people do just that. Then I’d be stuck in a box on wheels with no way to escape.

The “My Turn” government site is where you can find out the nearest available slot. But there still is NOWHERE in San Francisco! The closest IS that coliseum, but when you try to schedule your appointment, the calendar remains stuck on the current day, with NO option to change it. Even if you choose today, the link to proceed with setting up your visit is grayed out, thus DOES NOT WORK. Problem is not my Firefox browser, because I get the same BS on three OTHER browsers (MS Edge, Chrome and Opera).

Young people LYING to get their shots has created this deadly impasse, forcing older people to go without. They feign an eligible zip code (other than their own REAL one), or having asthma, or working in a high risk environment (neither of which is true in their case). Also, SF is open to those from OTHER counties to come here and get their vaccination…thus, EVEN MORE YOUNG PEOPLE TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT, BY LYING! In addition:

Many applicants register with numerous vaccine sites to get the earliest appointment, but NEGLECT to cancel their appointments with all the other sites they’ve applied to. Three conclusions I get out of all this:

You are definitely at a great disadvantage if you don’t own a car, if you don’t lie, and if you actually reside in San Franshitsco.

BTW my stimulus just showed up, so Deek gets his $700 soon, which he CLAIMED he’ll use to take the pups for a veterinarian checkup at the SPCA. But because he was so EAGER to get that moolah two nights ago, I doubt he’s really NOT gonna spend it all on foolish crap, and continue to neglect the dogs. (Because the SPCA is not open at night…duh.) He will most likely swear up and down, that he saw a vet, but not provide any papers to prove he really did. IOW, he only SAID that because he knows that’s what I’d like to hear. Which means he may have EVERY INTENTION of getting Flaco pregnant, though he promised me he wouldn’t…at least, not while they’re still living on the streets.

EVERY DAY IS A NIGHTMARE FOR ME, so long as Flaco & Lucky remain homeless, and with Deek.

– Zeke K-Holmes

Re: Elevator worker not wearing a mask!
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 8, 2021 1:29 PM

> Yeah. The situation is totally fucked.

And all swept under the carpet by local gov’t and media.

> I don’t blame you at all for not wanting to go to the coliseum nor ride public transport. Not without armed bodyguards and a WW1 gas mask, anyway.

I already live in a low-level war zone where ya gotta watch your back ALL THE TIME, because the crazies are allowed to roam free and without consequence. You never know WHEN some idiot’s gonna ambush you from around a corner–or from a REAL bush for that matter–and wreck your day, maybe even your life.

> Deek’s about as trustworthy as a Hieronymus Bosch devil-imp. My offer still stands to help pay for Flaco’s spaying, if there’s ever a way to arrange it. I know, I know, it’s just about impossible, I understand the obstacles, but just maybe…

As a homeless person, he can get her spayed for just $30, and checkups come free, if he does that. Otherwise, he’ll have to pay through the nose if he DOESN’T get her fixed. Which he said he’d rather do…supposedly with half my stimulus money. Well, he’ll soon have SEVEN HUNDRED DOLLARS and yet, do nothing to help and care better for those innocent doggies. I’m surrounded by mental-institution caliber people in this city…and I’m not talking ONLY about the street people including Deek!

I am FORCED into a situation where I have NO CHOICE but to have faith in Kismet, that benevolence shall reign, rectifying all these wrongs that have been flung at my feet over an EXHAUSTIVELY long period of time. And because Ablahblah Realty does NOT use email for its residents, I have to go through another hassle of breaking out my printer, and doing the snail-mail thing. Only THIS time, I will be sure to send my letter CERTIFIED.

I will ALSO send a copy of it to that attorney who STILL has not gotten back to me. Hope against hope, a wing and a prayer, a mustard seed of righteousness. I’m wading in bullshit up to my chin.

– Zeke K-Holmes

From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 8, 2021 3:51 PM

Great news, eh? His secretary asked relevant questions, and it was a good conversation. More on that later, I’m busy documenting all this, as well as the latest Deek video. He got his $700, and the pups are with me right now.

From: My Dear Wattson
To: Zeke Krahlin
Date: April 8, 2021 4:01 PM


Re: Krahlin – PC Follow Up
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Angelina Capuleto
Date: April 8, 2021 4:11 PM

Seriously? It was the Tenants Union that referred me to Jared Kingsley in the first place! UNBELIEVABLE.

On 2021-04-08 22:59, Catherine Garcik wrote:

> Hi Ezekiel,
> Thank you for contacting our office and sharing your case with us. Unfortunately, due to our current caseload and bandwidth, we will be unable to advise you in this matter. However, we suggest reaching out to the San Francisco Tenants Union Drop-in Clinic who offers donation based advice and consulting. Please find the following link in case you want to check it out:
> Best of luck,
> Catherine

Re: Krahlin – PC Follow Up
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: My Dear Wattson
Date: April 8, 2021 5:26 PM

> Oh, crap.

More bodhisattva mischief, is all! Tweaking my nerves to a very fine tune…exquisite even. Either that, or I become just another raving lunatic haunting the dark byways of the Castro! Much better is this latest meetup with Deek, when he gets the $700 and I get the dogs for a few hours, perhaps overnight. Depends on how Deek decides to spend the rest of the day and into the night. He likes to keep me guessing. Nonetheless, yet one more excellent conversation! 4 minutes.

Deek Gets His 700

April 8, 2021

Three delightful, consecutive videos…4, 3 and 5 minutes long. Enjoy!

Finally, my stimulus payment showed up in my bank account this morning. I had promised Deek I’d give him half, as I have with the previous ones. So, today is his lucky day. And so is mine, because the dogs get to visit again, and one of them IS named “Lucky!”

Now I’m walking the pups back hovel, while lugging Deek’s 20-lb. Bluetooth speaker, which makes things difficult! Lucky’s grabbing my pant cuff and yanking on it while crossing a busy intersection just adds to the drama. But we make it all in one piece, eventually!

At last! All settled in…let the puppy love begin!

Peace is Coming Out of This

April 7, 2021

Five video clips in chronological order, all on the same day. Showing Deek’s markedly improved stability in his relationship with me, and with the pups. Not easy having a homeless friend, but his happiness and well-being, along with that of the pooches, mean everything to me! We’ve been through a lot together.

This morning, another excellent meetup with Deek. I had forgotten to bring him a fresh supply of dog food last night, though he requested it; I simply spaced out what with all the drama dumped on me recently. Notice how he doesn’t whine or freak out this time, over my refusal to cough up extra cash (in this case, so he could purchase a crappy Bluetooth speaker from that fellow standing nearby). Lucky & Flaco are also featured…always a delight.

About 40 minutes after our first meetup for today, I return with Deek’s freshly topped-off smartphone and crappy little Bluetooth speaker. Another amazing shooting-the-bull with him, though Flaco & Lucky stole the show, as usual.

Very short video, but I’m recording all my meetups with Deek for the day, as part of my “Peace is Coming Out of This” 1-day theme, following the vulgar incident of the day before (which had nothing to do with him). There may be one more video clip forthcoming…maybe two, but I doubt a third. Notice how amenable he’s been through all the videos, which is exactly as I predicted, based on my Bodhisattva Premise.

Just more of his nonsense…though withOUT the rage of many previous times. I think he’s having fun at my expense, is all. He’ll return an hour later, during which time I’ll of course tell him NO, the stimulus money hasn’t shown up in my account. BECAUSE IT’S NOT FRIDAY YET! Jeez.

Not as amenable as the four other visits today, but still an improvement overall. Peace WILL come out of this, and soon…just not in the snap of a finger.


March 18, 2021
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By Ezekiel J. Krahlin

The sweetness of a doggy’s paw
That touches you at night,
Says everything you need to know
Of goodness, love and light.

The silver tufts between those pads,
Those nails that click the floor,
That touch upon your knee so kind:
Need I really ask for more?

The fluffing up the blankets
To make the nest just so,
The twitching of those little feet
In dreams I’ll never know,

The lying on his back
With paws like drooping figs,
The squirming for that belly rub,
Those silly, happy jigs,

The sweetness of his touch imparts
A friendly wish to be
Always happy, always here,
And always close to me.

Taco & Wiley – a tale of 2 doggies (narration chapter 1)

December 20, 2020

“More Than a Hole in the Ground:” Ch. 1 of “Taco & Wiley: A Tale of Two Doggies,” by Zeke Krahlin, as read by Marco McClean on December 18, 2020, on his radio show, “Memo of The Air.”

A Dream of Reconciliation (in 2 parts)

August 27, 2016

Date: Fri, 26 Aug 2016 12:21:29
A Dream of Reconciliation (in 2 parts)
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Eleanor Cooney

Part 1:

Nighttime, relaxing in the kitchen by myself. Or a back room like a study or old-fashioned screened porch (2nd or 3rd story). Don’t know if that’s where I live, or just a friend’s place…but I’m quite soothed as I sit there beside a cupboard or bookshelf.

Then from about 15 feet ahead I glimpse someone’s shadow, accompanied by the sound of a broom sweeping the floor. He vanishes as quickly as he appears, so I couldn’t figure out who that was. Though he seems of slight build and height, like myself. At least that’s what the silhouette suggested.

I move to a larger chair to recline, and look up to see wispy clouds drifting overhead, against an electric deep blue, moonless sky… obviously, there is no roof in that part of the flat. I feel refreshed, calm, happy. Moments later two or three people show up, discussing some matter or other around a plain, wooden table. What it is, I don’t know, nor am I curious. They all seem like old friends anyway, and perhaps this is /their/ home, in which I’m always welcome. They don’t pay me any mind, and I just stand up to stretch, and yawn.

Part 2:

Larkin got me on call for a voiceover audition in an upcoming animated film. We are sitting at some sort of freestanding bar or kitchen counter, as he tells me this. The overhead lighting is very subdued, and serene. Obviously, our friendship is renewed…and now he’s making up for the difficult challenges he gave me in the recent past. Using his connections here and there to open doors for me.

There are two other friends nearby, seated on stools and diagonally to my left. They are part of the conversation but, at the moment, only smile. I don’t know who they are in real life; their actual visages are muddy. But I sense they are good people: one man, one woman.

Then Zachary, Larkin’s real-life housemate, shows up in an unexpectedly well-disposed manner. Unexpected because, apart from this dream, the rare times our paths have crossed in the past year or so, he screamed at me like a harpy in passing. Apparently, he’s made his peace with me…or, more likely, his hostility was a dupe all along.

I introduce Zachary to these two other people, claiming that they and Larkin are my very best friends. Zachary smiles and shrugs, before turning away to get something from the fridge, or the closet, or whatever. As he does that, I deliberate on Zachary’s purpose in my world, and decide it’s the latter of the two possibilities I covered in the paragraph above. So as he returns to our company, I declare:

“You will be my fourth good friend, but not yet. Friendship takes time.”

Zachary gestures “okay” in gentle acknowledgment, then takes a swig from the unknown concoction swirling in a glaucous bottle stuck to his palm. Seeing as he displays not one iota of antagonism towards me, but just wanly grins, I decide to couch my statement differently:

“Okay, Zachary, I consider you my newest best friend right now, because of all the good things you’ve done for Larkin, including keeping a roof over his head.”

Then I wake up, and, feeling refreshed from that (rather simple) dream couplet, I perform my morning ablution, exit 2306 on my way to Muni Metro’s Castro Station and The Posh Bagel downtown. As I descend the Metro steps (Harvey Milk Plaza), I look up to see Larkin boarding the escalator right beside me. So close I could touch his hand gripping the back of that gliding black python. Appearing somewhat harried, like he was going to a job he didn’t like (or pretending my existence is Revulsion of the Highest Order).

I call to him in a singsongy fashion as our faces eclipse, then part:

“Larkin loves me!”

He does not react in any way, just keeps rising to the sidewalk like a floating vampire. So I summon once again, though with different words:

“Yes he does!”

Now I’m here, typing at the Posh Bagel, this report. Only realizing after my second sip of Riviera French java, the sweet synchronicity of our near collision this cool, foggy morn, with the dream I had only hours before.


Date: Fri, 26 Aug 2016 12:45:57
Re: A Dream of Reconciliation (in 2 parts)
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Eleanor Cooney

On Fri, Aug 26, 2016 at 12:30 PM, Eleanor Cooney wrote:

{{ Literary gold. }}

I’ll settle for platinum.

Date: Fri, 26 Aug 2016 13:28:03
Re: A Dream of Reconciliation (in 2 parts)
From: Zeke Krahlin
To: Eleanor Cooney

Another curious detail:

I have only seen Larkin two times since our scuffle last December; each time passing below my window. And in both instances, he made a point as he meandered down my side of the street, to bellow out whatever phrases or words occurred to him. Sometimes greeting others or just rattling to himself…but never calling up to me, or mentioning my name or any related subject.

He did this (being noisy instead of silent) I believe, to draw my attention so I’d poke my head out the window and cast some spicy retorts. But also to reassure me he’s still around, and cares about me, and doesn’t want me to continue living without his presence, even if I only glimpse him occasionally. Until this chapter closes and a new one begins, wherein we are no longer separated by Kismet’s Mandate.

Though the first time he passed beneath my room (about three weeks ago), I remained silent, observed him wander east towards (and beyond) Noe Street. The second time, however (one week later), I /did/ drown out his boisterous nonsense with the following insult:

“You’re walkin’ funny, Larkin…more hemorrhoid issues?”

To my surprise, he didn’t ignore me, but turned about, glared up at me and decried:

“I haven’t seen you in…in…months! You’re supposed to keep it that way!”

To which I countered:

“Then just stay outta the Castro or at least shut the fuk up when you walk near my apartment building! Is that too much to ask?”

But before I even completed the first sentence he swung forward to resume his gait, and cross the intersection. Though I’m sure he heard everything; I was formidably vocal. Then I saw him pause on Noe before he even reached the opposite curb, to talk to someone he knew. So I hollered one more time, my fierce words bounding up Market Street, the rumble of traffic muted by comparison:

“Get outta the Castro, dipwad!”

From that distance, he was diminutive as a toy soldier. But he heard, looked up, pointed a gangly arm in my direction, and hollered back:

“I’m not talking to you!”

Well, since then I wondered what line I could throw at him next time His Eminent Poobah decides to “inadvertently” swagger along my side of the street with pomp and circumstance, that my ears be polluted once more. I finally settled on (get this):

“Larkin loves me!”

With his inimitable trickster cleverness, Larkin gifted me just that opportunity this morning, though neither where, nor when, I expected. AND I ALMOST BLEW IT (but did not).

– Zeke

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