Soaring Saurian Speculation

March 10, 2014

From: Carlyle
To: Ezekiel
Subject:
RE: J’accuse
Date: Sun, 23 Feb 2014 12:05:26

Ezekiel,

I sometimes wonder if things like the Ohio connection are not just coincidences, but an aspect of a Reality that has a topography not yet understood to us, and is in a manner of speaking shaped a bit like a deep canyon.

That has a distinct “echoing” effect.

The power of “intent”–which scientists would be too-certain has no effect at all–while it might not be as pronounced or consistent as “It’s a Good Life,” does really happen, and sometimes can be dramatically pronounced.

It might have been only a TV episode. But what ever gave them that sort of notion as a basis and the creative theme for such an episode? Pure fantasy? Or experiences and observations of some kind? Part of what made “Twilight Zone” such a good show was that it tried to make us think a bit, to make us aware of mysteries, things that we don’t understand, and contemplate some of the exotic possibilities.

Regards, Carlyle


From: Ezekiel
Sent: Saturday, February 22, 2014 5:04 PM
To: Carlyle
Subject:
Re: J’accuse

On Fri, Feb 21, 2014 at 5:55 PM, Carlyle wrote:

{{ I’m very fond of that Twilight Zone episode with Billy Mummy…a small boy from Ohio, mind you (like me). }}

Ha. I didn’t realize that (the Ohio connection). It was fun putting a gay twist to a classic episode.

{{ I sometimes wonder if things like the Ohio connection are not just coincidences, but an aspect of a Reality that has a topography not yet understood to us, and as a manner of speaking shaped a bit like a deep canyon. }}

There is a conspiracy theory I learned about, many years ago…that earth is guided by interstellar aliens who disguise themselves as humans and infiltrate all aspects of society. Including Hollywood. These numerous sci-fi movies are to prepare us psychologically for the time when they reveal their existence.

And the strange (but hilarious) events that have suddenly taken over my life indicate they’ll make their presence known some time this year.

– Ezekiel the Delusional Prophet


From: Carlyle
To: Ezekiel
Date: Sun, 23 Feb 2014 12:45:58
Subject:
RE: J’accuse

Ezekiel,

I often sense a presence of intelligence almost toying with us, where in earlier times most people would have been prone to use the word “supernatural” or thinking in terms of angels/demons/ghosts, I would tend to imagine more simply “alien.” Not “God” but a much more advanced intelligence. Maybe not so much even interstellar as “interdimensional.”

One theory for the wild coincidences of my life is “intelligence world” (CIA, NSA, KGB, FSB,etc.)

But sometimes even that does not seem quite enough and is pointing not merely to “intelligence world” but to “higher intelligence.”

Nearly any person from the more developed world today, if going back in time to 1862, would sympathize fully with slaves and not listen at all to propaganda how slaves are “not ready” for freedom, how they are “better off” here than Africa, how they are really being well-treated, how slavery is “God-ordained,” etc..

It wouldn’t be a minor issue, but a major issue, to them.

Same for gays. The higher intelligence would be pulling strings to help us. They would clearly see the real situation. They would not be impressed by the current power structure, the excuses, the “traditions.”

I often get the distinct impression that something like this is what we are really seeing.

Regards, Carlyle


From: Ezekiel
To: Carlyle
Date: Sun, 23 Feb 2014 13:56:39
Subject:
Re: J’accuse

On Sun, Feb 23, 2014 at 12:45 PM, Carlyle wrote:

{{ Maybe not so much even interstellar as “interdimensional.” }}

“Interstellar” implies “interdimensional,” because if you achieved the former, you have also likely achieved the latter…due to advanced scientific wisdom.

They are not ghosts…nor fairies, elves, dragons, imps or fawns…but they /are/ the creators of such paranormal beings. Once a sentient species begins its arduous trek towards civilization, these Andromedan guides manifest as all sorts of fantastic things that go bump in the night. And why is that?

To build a foundation of mythology for our gestating cultures. And–even more important–to kindle the flame of imagination. To keep the sparks of our dreams, our aspirations, our daytime reveries aflame. They also play as gods and goddesses throughout all cultures: dressing, appearing and behaving appropriate as befits each particular society.

So while one might argue that such mythological creatures do not exist, the final truth is that indeed they do. Thanks to the tremendously sophisticated scientific wizardry that is the Andromedan gift to all intelligent life everywhere in the universe.

The Andromedans are also reptiles, who often appeared as dragons in ancient China and medieval Europe. So for good reason do most Asian religions view the creator’s original form as a dragon. In the West, of course, the dragons presented themselves as ominous forces to be conquered. Or IOW the Andromedans gladly sacrifice their own lives that we may be celebrated as heroes. But it’s more than that (much more):

By their many mythical guises (terrifying or delightful and sometimes both) they’ve enriched our human heritage with the most incredible tales and adventures throughout the length of history. And even pre-history.

The Andromedans were the serpent in the Tree of Knowledge…as well as YHWH himself. Who (and this is quite profound) is presently manifest on this planet as My Darling Larkin. And he /does/ have the flaming orange irises of a dragon! Thus my many references to him as my guardian dragon, and similar metaphors (such as “wyvern,” “mesosaur,” “basilisk” and “lizard”).

They are also the spirit of each plant, animal and mineral…especially when shamanism ruled the world prior to religion’s ascent. Native Americans saw each species as a “tribe”: wolves, bears, rabbits, eagles, snakes, and so on. Each tribe had its own “chief” to represent them. And each one of these chiefs was an Andromedan. They are shape shifters, they are dream weavers, they are most scientifically advanced in total harmony with universal laws including physics.

In the guise of wondrous elements, they became ogres, witches, banshees, leprechauns, trolls, dwarves, fairies, brownies et al, all across the Celtic kingdoms of Europe. And in so doing, gave us our fairytales to delight children down through the ages. But all that was destroyed by the birth of McDonalds and other franchises who diabolically replaced nursery rhymes with the musical memes of mass consumption.

But such disregard for a child’s spirit will soon be corrected by the Reptoids, as will other wrongs. I just want to point out that the rich legends of /every/ culture were instigated by Andromedans. And now that homo sapiens is dabbling with space travel, it is time to reveal themselves and work alongside us as devoted friends.

They will save this planet from destruction, and restore it to a pristine condition while redeeming all souls, starting with gay folk. Then, LGBT’s shall become the leading force to direct all other suffering minorities to a better existence. And we homophiles shall be revered and adored by all.

{{ One theory for the wild coincidences of my life is “intelligence world” (CIA, NSA, KGB, FSB,etc.) }}

Such organizations are completely under the control of Andromedans. Not just to be sure oppression doesn’t become the raison d’etre for such groups, but also because Andromedans are mischievous, and love their conspiracy theories.

{{ But sometimes even that does not seem quite enough and is pointing not merely to “intelligence world” but to “higher intelligence.” }}

Correctomundo, my scaly amigo!

{{ Same for gays. The higher intelligence would be pulling strings to help us. }}

You hit the spike on the cranium, Carlyle! Simply because you are one such Reptilian nudging me on to a glorious fulfillment, first with subtle clues, then with more obvious declarations, once I came to a better level of awareness and Dinosaurian Conjecture. Which has only just begun.

{{ I often get the distinct impression that something like this is what we are really seeing. }}

Of course it is, Carlyle…’cause you’re one of ’em! Thanks eternally for all your amazing wisdom, compassion and courage.

– Ezekiel


From: Carlyle
To: Ezekiel
Date: Sun, 23 Feb 2014 16:48:04
Subject:
RE: J’accuse

Ezekiel,

I have speculated on the point also that much of our mythology, religious notions, superstitions, etc., are not merely a result of pattern replication, or confirmation bias, or such types of ignorance and psychological phenomena, but are sometimes based on exotic aspects of reality that only in distorted fashion had tickled the primitive imaginations of human beings throughout history.

Had I not experienced some of those exotic fringes of reality, I probably would have been very opinionated that all such notions of “paranormal” were pure nonsense. I have always been like the rational skeptic who found himself squarely in the Twilight Zone to his own amazement.

We must always remember in humility when we think that we understand things too well, that we don’t really understand things at all. This planet Earth is not something down-to-earth. It is a mystery, a bizarre impossibility, like the sun and stars.

Even if the sun and stars are not gods in the sky but merely hydrogen undergoing fusion, even that hydrogen is an impossibility, or so it should seem to a rational mind that is able to rise above the everyday delusions imparted by a sense of familiarity that has become so reflexive that it prevents real contemplation.

Regards, Carlyle


From: Ezekiel
To: Carlyle
Date: Mon, 24 Feb 2014 14:52:22
Subject:
Re: J’accuse

On 2/23/14, Carlyle wrote:

{{ but are sometimes based on exotic aspects of reality that only in distorted fashion had tickled the primitive imaginations of human beings throughout history. }}

If being guided, protected and loved by inter-dimensional, super-intelligent dinosaurs from the Andromeda galaxy ain’t exotic, I don’t know /what/ is!

As if that isn’t weird enough, try dealing with their Reptoid leader who insists on being your one, true love! That is the mess I’m in, Carlyle, and to be honest: I don’t want out!

Every time I think of Larkin, tears of joy stream down my face. So perhaps I should increase my Prozac dose. :P

{{ Had I not experienced some of those exotic fringes of reality, I probably would have been very opinionated that all such notions of “paranormal” were pure nonsense. }}

You might even have turned Republican. *shudder*

{{ I have always been like the rational skeptic who found himself squarely in the Twilight Zone to his own amazement. }}

I’m quite opposite to that, in some ways: a dreamer, explorer of the supernatural, believer in unicorns. Imagine my surprise and delight to finally discover that unicorns are real…but with this catch:

They are actually Reptilians in disguise.

{{ We must always remember in humility when we think that we understand things too well, that we don’t really understand things at all. }}

Sage advice.

{{ even that hydrogen is an impossibility }}

Absolutely true, Carlyle. Just on hard science alone, the universe is pure magic. No need to create another layer in the mind, to call “magic.” It’s already here, within us, around us, infinite and eternal. The wonderful minds we have is one of the universe’s greatest gifts.

We are both a couple of very lucky archosaurs!

– Ezekiel


From: Carlyle
To: Ezekiel
Subject:
RE: J’accuse
Date: Mon, 24 Feb 2014 20:47:32

Ezekiel,

{{ You might even have turned Republican. *shudder* }}

Yes, I fear that could be true for many of us, had we “fit in.” The GOP knows how to play the average American heterosexuals like a violin, or maybe more like the fiddle of Nero. Appealing to their petty prejudices, flattering their vanity, manipulating emotional images and rhetoric. The power of propaganda has overwhelmed populations repeatedly through history, far and wide. The people tend to be like putty, easily fooled by religion, military glorification, nationalism and hate.

I think that people have an inborn need to hate just like they have an inborn need to be loved. To have an enemy, a scapegoat against which to vent all the bile in their systems, to which to feel superior.

Most of my relatives, even my brother, are Republicans. They have no concept how nauseating that is to a gay man. It is not that they are anti-gay, it is just that they relegate that to a lower priority over all the other cheap appeals.

For most people, their opinions are determined by their race, class, group identity. Most people only think that they think for themselves. Their opinions are molded by the masters that they don’t even realize that they have or realize are consciously and skillfully trying to manipulate their opinions.

That is why I do not respect popular opinion.

Regards, Carlyle


Date: Wed, 26 Feb 2014 09:30:50
Subject:
Re: J’accuse
From: Ezekiel
To: Carlyle

On 2/24/14, Carlyle wrote:

{{ Yes, I fear that could be true for many of us, had we “fit in.” }}

Ever since the Roman Empire turned Christianity into a state religion, it’s been mass mind control. Most of western civilization has begun to move away from such dogma, with the exception of the Stars & Stripes. But looks like Islam is fast filling in the gap.

{{ images and rhetoric. The power of propaganda has overwhelmed populations repeatedly through history, far and wide. }}

That same iconic propaganda can be turned against them…using powerful memes and images to celebrate the gay mystique with patriotic fervor.

{{ I think that people have an inborn need to hate just like they have an inborn need to be loved. To have an enemy, a scapegoat }}

Explains why you can find plenty of homophobes even under the atheist umbrella. It’s the appeal to be a bully, to participate in scapegoating the most vulnerable. Nothing to do with religion at that point. The atheist’s rationale: “It just ain’t natural!”

{{ Most of my relatives, even my brother, are Republicans. They have no concept how nauseating that is to a gay man. }}

Yet, even many gays are Repub’s. But I believe only because they feel coerced to kiss the str8 man’s arse in order to not be targeted. IOW: they know on which side their bread is buttered (and whose hand clamps their balls).

{{ It is not that they are anti-gay, it is just that they relegate that to a lower priority over all the other cheap appeals. }}

My final conclusion re. homophobia (as you already know, due to my recent Reptilian revelation) is that gay haters only exist for the same reason that evil exists in myriad forms: to give each of us as many opportunities as possible to overthrow these demons. And in so doing, become heroes ourselves, even /to/ ourselves.

And the most reviled, the most scapegoated, of all these oppressed groups, shall end up the most favored denizens of this planet. Which, of course, are “the gays.” So at this point in my spiritual evolution, I am far more ecstatic than angered. Though I will gladly play my role as Big Gay Brother dictator in order to fulfill the drama in this world’s arena.

Just waiting for the makeup lizard to arrive.

– Ezekiel


ADDENDUM


From: Carlyle
To: Ezekiel
Date: Wed, 26 Feb 2014 17:55:15
Subject:
RE: J’accuse

Ezekiel,

Christianity is a cult that hit the big-time, like most major religions. Basically a meme, propagating itself somewhat in the style of a chain-letter. All groups can include homophobes, but it seems to me in general that atheists tend to be far more understanding of gays than religious people. Probably because their sense of morality is more reason-based instead of superstition-based.

Regards,

Carlyle


From: Ezekiel
To: Carlyle
Date: Wed, 26 Feb 2014 21:43:02
Subject:
RE: J’accuse

On Wed, Feb 26, 2014 at 5:55 PM, Carlyle wrote:

{{ Basically a meme }}

That’s about what it comes down to. Though there /is/ an important lesson to be gained from this, which is: To better learn how to halt and diffuse anti-sane thought memes before they get out of hand. Which means that one must sharpen his mental skills, in order to find that solution. For it only takes /one/ mind, /one/ person to turn things all around. If (and only if) of course, he harnesses those psychological skills in the proper fashion, and at the proper moment. Should that person achieve his goal, there need not exist one other sentient soul to trigger the Love Bomb.

And such a good person does indeed exist. And he has already set the world aright though sheer mental prowess. So let me ask you, Carlyle:

Who do you think that person is? Does he really exist, or is he just a metaphor for humanity’s next level of awareness? Could he actually exist as an evolved and independent human being, living among the destitute in this or that oppressed community?

Is he perhaps a starving youth somewhere in India, South America, Africa…or an angry dissenter in this or that eastern European nation that struggles for freedom yet insists on still bashing gays…or a long suffering Islamic woman of middle age who will soon perish from breast cancer unless she somehow obtains a DNA transplant from a gay male in Denmark…or a diehard liberal pushing for a compassionate America right in the heart of redneck Texas…or even a lone prisoner escapee hiding out somewhere in eastern Greenland?

Please, toss a guess in my direction before I reveal the truth. Much appreciated.

{{ All groups can include homophobes, but it seems to me in general that atheists tend to be far more understanding of gays than religious people. }}

Nope, Not when it comes to homophobia. The percentage of gay haters among atheists is considerably less than among religious zealots. Say: 30% to their 82%. Still, thirty percent is a big chunk of the atheist family. More than enough to perpetrate misery upon gay men and women for time immemorial. You need to rethink your perception of homophobia as not so much a major dysfunction among the non-religious. That may indeed be your Achilles heel!

{{ Probably because their sense of morality is more reason-based instead of superstition-based. }}

Beg to differ, Carlyle. I have been stalked and threatened by many an atheist, both online and offline. The appeal to be a /bully/ is far stronger than simple religion. You know that Madalyn Murray O’Hair headed the American Atheist movement until she disappeared off the face of the earth about 19 years ago? (In fact she was kidnapped, murdered and mutilated by another diehard atheist.)

When asked by a gay reporter what she thinks of homosexuality, her reply was one of disgust and vitriol. “They are not natural. I do not support the pollution of society by such perverted behavior.” Paraphrasing her stance to the essential approximation of the low esteem she held in her eyes, of queers.

– Ezekiel


Date: Thu, 27 Feb 2014 20:47:3
Subject:
Re: J’accuse
From: Carlyle
To: Ezekiel Krahlin

Ezekiel,

I’m not sure how many of us are doing just that: changing the world with pure mental intentions focused like laser beams, but I’m sure that whoever all we might, we are doing that.

I agree also that a single person can do this. My main hunch that we can all sort of create own, little, private alternative universes that we can engineer to our needs. It is part of the wonder of Infinity. Not that we would be “God” exactly, but it would almost seem like that for all intents and purposes, if we were not aware of the rest of Infinity. The trick is to create a place where we can be content, because we can also accidentally create anything, including places where we suffer. If we get skilled at reality-bending, eventually we should be able to stop all suffering and all be content.

Regards, Carlyle


Date: Fri, 28 Feb 2014 12:23:58
Subject:
Re: J’accuse
From: Ezekiel Krahlin
To: Carlyle

On 2/27/14, Carlyle wrote:

{{ I’m not sure how many of us are doing just that: changing the world with pure mental intentions focused like laser beams, but I’m sure that whoever all we might, we are doing that. }}

Great answer! I was, however, thinking of myself as such a person…and I’m sure you knew that. But there are billions of intelligent souls who’ve brought me to this level, and who guide and protect. So yes, it’s really “us” not just “me.”

BTW: Yours was the most perfect reply possible, to my question. Exactly what I’d expect from a highly intelligent and compassionate Reptilian/Jungian therapist. :P

– Ezekiel


From: Carlyle
To: Ezekiel Krahlin
Subject:
Re: J’accuse
Date: Fri, 28 Feb 2014 21:44:14

Ezekiel,

Clearly signs of significant changes in the world, to our benefit, are becoming visible that would have been almost unthinkable, not so long ago. BTW, I have a business trip to Atlanta, leaving Sunday and not getting back until Thurs. Probably won’t see email until then.

Last time that I was in Atlanta was to protest the Bowers vs Hardwick Supreme court decision (civil disobedience action). My hotel turned out to be right by the Martin Luther King center. Silly me, at the time, I didn’t even realize that King was from Atlanta, but the coincidence seemed to me to validate what I was doing. I have since then of course read his full biography.

While I respect him and admire his charisma (not so much his daughter and niece), I think that our civil rights situation has had less resemblance to 1965 civil rights conditions and more to 1865 (Civil War) conditions as to the extent of our dehumanization.

Regards, Carlyle


Date: Sat, 1 Mar 2014 09:08:57
Subject:
Re: J’accuse
From: Ezekiel Krahlin
To: Carlyle

On 2/28/14, Carlyle wrote:

{{ Clearly signs of significant changes in the world }}

We’re gonna whack the ‘phobes upside the head when they least expect it. Possibly by your own hand.

{{ BTW, I have a business trip to Atlanta }}

Okay. I’m publishing a new blog entry every three days…so all you’ll
get from me during that span, is announcement of my latest article.

{{ Last time that I was in Atlanta was to protest the Bowers vs Hardwick Supreme court decision (civil disobedience action). }}

I remember when you told me about that, years ago. It was quite naughty: videotaping boinking your boyfriend then mailing copies to the local Republican mucky mucks. :\

{{ the coincidence seemed to me to validate what I was doing. }}

I’m sure it was validation.

{{ While I respect him and admire his charisma (not so much his daughter and niece) }}

But his wife Coretta is amazing…totally for gay rights in every way.

{{ I think that our civil rights situation has had less resemblance to 1965 civil rights conditions and more to 1865 (Civil War) conditions as to the extent of our dehumanization. }}

I’d have to agree. But this year is our year where liberation takes over. I believe we shall have civil war in most every nation, over LGBT defiance. My amazing true tales featuring Larkin Kelsey are leading up to just such an outcome, along with the Andromedans revealing themselves to the entire world.

And their first major project will be to defend and protect sexual minorities. Easy enough to accomplish, as they are 6 billion strong, disguised as humans. This leaves how many /real/ homo sapiens on the planet…1+ billion?

Well, I hope your journey to Atlanta is a pleasant one. Perhaps something interesting will occur while there, kick things up a notch!

– Ezekiel


From: Carlyle
To: Ezekiel Krahlin
Subject:
Re: J’accuse
Date: Sat, 1 Mar 2014 22:27:11

Ezekiel,

{{ I remember when you told me about that, years ago. It was quite naughty. :) }}

Actually, it was a battle for human dignity in a situation that had put us in an undignified situation by the state invasion into the privacy of our bedrooms. No real sex took place: purely simulated for sake of a token violation of the law.

Nothing naughty, in my view. Fighting for the side of truth and light, a very serious business: serious enough that we’d fight it in the streets with Molotov cocktails and with rifles and ultimately with plutonium, if it came to that. I wouldn’t consider even plutonium to be “evil” or even “naughty” either. We say to the state, “back off or else,” and if they don’t back off, they have brought their own fate, nothing that we unfairly imposed on them through any particular cruelty of our own.

{{ But his wife Coretta is amazing…totally for gay rights in every way. }}

Yes, bless her heart; she was our friend. Now, off to Atlanta. Will fill you in when I get back.

Regards, Carlyle

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Twitter Mischief w/Gay Jebus

February 12, 2014

Actually, I have four variations on this theme: “Gay Jebus,” “Jehovah’s Queer Witness,” “4 (or 5) Star General Gay Jesus,” and (my favorite) “Gay Zombie Jesus.” Notice that in some cases, inclusion of the tweet immediately prior my own is necessary for the sake of context. 35 silly sacrilegious Twitter pranks in all:

Due to image width limitation for this particular WordPress layout, most tweets are truncated at the right margin, so just click for a full version. Sorry for the inconvenience…but I think I’m so witty it’s worth the hassle. Besides, you need to slow down and relax. Dr. Zeke’s orders.

[ Or you can simply click here to view them all at once without the hassle! ]





































Sweet Sue

April 6, 2012

[ Free Me From This Bond: Chapter 3 ]


Date: Mar 23 2012 09:11:57 AM
From: Zeke
To: Sweet Sue
Subject: Hello from Zeke

Hello, Sweet Sue! Comcast’s mailbox service has decided to block my posts to you and to anyone else using that service…under the false accusation that I am posting spam. I suspect a homophobe or two in their ranks, trying to screw with me. This is why you haven’t heard from me in a while…and why I’m posting to you now, via another mail service…hopefully, this will get through.

I’ve just completed my latest blog entry, which I really want you to see, as it is a Christian perspective on gay liberation, of the most positive sort. Seeing as I attempt to include various religious and other world views from a gay perspective, in order to elevate our dignity in the eyes of the hetero world:

This true tale may be regarded as my inclusion of a Christian perspective in order to win the hearts of many who remain anti-gay, and use God’s name to justify their homophobia. I would be incredibly HONORED if you took the time very soon, to enjoy my latest achievement, which I consider the FINEST piece of writing I’ve done to date:

https://zekeblog.wordpress.com/2012/03/23/free-me-from-this-bond/

Blessings on you always. I like to think that your impeccable son “Snackboy” guided my hand in the process.

<3 Zeke

*Click here* to view my own tribute to Terry. I finally was able to contact his mom, Susan Crummitt, only after posting the SnackBoy videos on Youtube (which occurred about a year after I published the tribute). Ever since then, it’s been a beautiful and profound association via e-mail; we shall always keep in touch. One day, I will finally fly out to the Metro D.C. region, and personally give Sweet Sue the best bear hug ever…and take her out to a FABulous dinner!



Date: Wed, Mar 28, 2012 at 12:04 PM
From: Zeke
To: Sweet Sue
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

Sweet Sue, I just composed this piece (“Doping Wealthy Dopes”) as a possible solution to the homeless problem in the Castro, particularly as regards the doping of older men by desperate youth. I believe that Larkin was once homeless, and if the economy doesn’t soon pick up speed, he may become that once more. Not that he’s spoken to me about this at all, but I have a hunch. I just emailed it to the Bay Area Reporter (which has banned all my letters for years now, thanks to one police commissioner now retired), and the SF Bay Times. I will expand my outreach later tonight, perhaps even gay papers beyond The City. Cheerz!



Date: Sun, Apr 1, 2012 at 11:47 AM
From: Sweet Sue
To: Zeke
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes


Hi Zeke. I’ve rec’d your recent emails. My Aunt died recently and I haven’t caught up on energy, etc. As you know, I sincerely appreciate all that you did to put Terry’s snacks online, that was great. I started to read your recent writings, but when I got to the men urinating on the ice cubes and reading about the size of each others private parts, I stopped. Maybe others appreciate this kind of writing, but I do not. I know as a Christian, I’m to think and meditate on whatever is pure, kind, holy, and this was not. I just do not find it appropriate. In the future, I’d be glad to look over your writings, as long as they are wholesome, uplifting, etc.

I did read the doping weathy dopes piece. It is a shame that people are reduced to being thugs and robbing others, or even think it is o.k. It is a sad state of affairs out there, and I hear your concern. Unfortunately, if any of the Robin Hood gang was successful in gaining any riches from others, they would most likely use it on themselves. Human nature being what it is. Really was not clear or detailed on how you would accomplish this. I know you have been wanting to make things better for others for a long time now.

Love,
Susan



Date: Wednesday, March 28, 2012 2:04 PM
From: Zeke
To: Sweet Sue
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

On Sun, Apr 1, 2012 at 11:47 AM, Sweet Sue wrote:
{{ Hi Zeke. I’ve rec’d your recent emails. My Aunt died recently and I haven’t caught up on energy, etc.}}

Very sorry about your Aunt’s passing.

{{ As you know, I sincerely appreciate all that you did to put Terrys’ snacks online, that was great. I started to read your recent writings, but when I got to the men urinating on the ice cubes and reading about the size of each others private parts, I stopped.}}

Okay. But then, you’ll miss out on the revelation of Christ as a conclusion to the tale. Perhaps you could just skip to the final part, which is all handwritten: a letter to my Randolph back in 1987.

Please realize that my calling requires me to reach out to the gay community’s underbelly…and being all wholesome and sweet certainly does not cut the mustard. I was hoping you’d read through it all, as I know you’d appreciate how I use my writing to help elevate the spirit of the downtrodden.

Also, remember with whom Jesus associated in His social circle: prostitutes, thieves, and all other sorts of underdogs…some of whom I’m sure were gay prostitutes.

{{ I’d be glad to look over your writings, as long as they are wholesome, uplifting, etc. }}

I do have to say that all my writing is quite wholesome and uplifting. Unfortunately, you don’t quite grasp my mission.

{{ Unfortunately, if any of the Robin Hood gang was successful in gaining any riches from others, they would most likely use it on themselves. }}

That is an assumption not necessarily correct, though usually it is. Just remember why Jesus was crucified in the first place:

Precisely to some day achieve such goals as I attempt to achieve…against all odds.

{{ I know you have been wanting to make things better for others for a long time now. }}

Indeed, that is the only purpose worth having in life…whether you actually achieve such goals is irrelevant, for that is in God’s hands, right?

Blessings always, in spite of disagreements. I can’t expect everyone to grasp my point.

Sincerely,

Ezekiel, God’s modern day prophet on behalf of our gay homeless.



Date: Sun, Apr 1, 2012 at 1:04 PM
From: Zeke
To: Sweet Sue
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

A little honesty here:

If I recall correctly, you shared with me a rather risque joke or two some time back…now, I wish I had saved it to show you. And with all due respect, none of my humorous remarks satirizing gay sexuality, are any more harmful than the risque joke(s) you posted to me. Capiche?

The urinal scenes are most hilarious to many people BTW, and if you continue reading, you’ll see how I weave a remarkable tale of brotherly love, in order to elevate our downtrodden, as well as promote more respect by the outside world, that is, heterosexuals.

As a fellow soldier of God, I kind of need to tell you, you’re missing the mark here.


Date: Sun, Apr 1, 2012 at 1:10 PM
From: Zeke
To: Sweet Sue
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

Please please please please please please please please please read the entire piece before you pass judgment. You know I don’t use expletives or risque material unless it can serve a higher purpose (unlike Amazing Atheist).

I am very sure you will be most impressed and inspired by the true tale, once you’re done.

I know you’re a tough cookie, and I am a bit startled that you collapsed under such a light weight (that is merely risque humor–brilliantly executed if I say so myself–and nothing more).

If perchance you should still think my tale is “unwholesome”; that is: unworthy of your pure spirit…then by all means, excoriate me from here to Hell and back again.

Besides: I am so eager for you to read this masterpiece, that if you don’t follow through soon, I just may suffer a severe aneurism.

Blessings and humor always.



Date: Sun, Apr 1, 2012 at 1:04 PM
From: Sweet Sue
To: Zeke
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

Hey Zeke. Just got home from dinner with my Sister. ok, ok, since it means so very much to you, I will read the whole thing.

Will be back in touch soon.



Date: Sun, Apr 1, 2012 at 4:47 PM
From: Zeke
To: Sweet Sue
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

Thank you thank you thank you, Sweet Sue! I am only pushing the margins on you a bit, ONLY because I believe that I have achieved Christ’s message in a most elegant way, that will benefit gay people worldwide.

Will await your opinion, which I highly respect, with baited breath.

PS: I’ve put away my anti-aneurism pills now, ’cause I don’t think I’ll need ’em.



Date: Sun, Apr 1, 2012 at 6:33 PM
From: Sweet Sue
To: Zeke
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

Hi Zeke. I’ve carefully, and many times read the letters that you wrote. Hands down you are an intelligent and amazing writer.

As far as your target audience here, I saw it as a letter to Randy, and a potential message of hope to gays in their relationships with others. In this regard, I see that you have written to share your love and compassion for another, which is encouraging to others, suffering the same turmoils that you were experiencing. You wrote these to Randy with raw, open feelings and emotion, and elegantly, which I found compelling. That was sad reading that you felt like dying when you wrote these. You repeating these feelings to him.

Did Randy ever respond to you after receiving these? It is so true that we have the dark human side to our nature, yet the wonderful and truly hopeful thing is that we are also composed in Gods’ image, which gives us hope.

Curious what you meant by the dark ways of the white man? And, what does, “burn away into the eternal light” signify”?

Surely, Christ’s message is us to love one another and treat each other with love and compassion, and I agree that part of the reason we may remain in our sinful state is this lack of love towards others, yet the Bible in the Book of Romans, especially in the beginning states that man loves his evil deeds, doing them in darkness, showing that he knows they are wrong. So, it is also that we love to sin. That’s the rest of the story here, and we just cannot blame others, we must look to ourselves first, and acknowledge our sinfulness and turn to the Lord for His forgiveness and complete restoration through accepting the love of God, through His sacrificial death of His Son, for the atonement of our sins. Then, and only then, can we be right with God, and live the full and abundant life that He came to give us. Apart from accepting His gift of life through Christ we are all destined to Hell.

Previously, you had written that the only sect of Christianity that you feel valid is the gnostic, meaning that it is equal with all the other “religions” of the World. Do you still believe that? I know we have spoken of this before. I do not believe that man can do anything apart from the Lord to earn his favor. As the Bible teaches us, even our most righteous acts are filthiness in His eyes. On our own, we can never be good enough, and we will always mess up.

You’ve written here about the joy you know from your faith in Christ? I just wondered what joy your faith has given you Zeke? And, what is faith to you Zeke?

You wrote them long ago. A couple decades. What responses have you received from these letters over the years Zeke?

I will await your response with baited breath. :)



Date: Sun, Apr 1, 2012 at 8:00 PM
From: Zeke
To: Sweet Sue
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

On Mon, Apr 2, 2012 at 11:23 AM, Sweet Sue wrote:
{{ Hi Zeke. I’ve carefully, and many times read the letters that you wrote. Hands down you are an intelligent and amazing writer. }}

Thank you. It is a gift from the angels. I am very PROUD of those letters, the angels have blessed me mightily!

{{ As far as your target audience here, I saw it as a letter to Randy, and a potential message of hope to gays in their relationships with others. }}

Definitely, but it is also: Larkin come to me as my New Love, freeing me from the shackles of bearing a cross for many years for a Vietnam Veteran of great courage and suffering. Ergo: “Free Me From This Bond”. In the end, I let go of Randolph, and confess my love to Larkin. I would say that, in a way, Randolph is my guardian angel who found Larkin for me.

Larkin has always admired my devotion towards Randolph, and is one of many reasons why he loves me so much. In a most amazing way, Randolph reaches out to me through Larkin.

Yes, this is very much a tale of hope for my gay brothers…especially those who have become lost in drugs and pornography and otherwise dehumanizing perspectives. When a minority is so vilified, a certain portion of them can’t help but become so bitter, as to fulfill the very evil with which they are accussed. This is true for any persecuted minority, African Americans being a prime example.

By dedicating my life as an activist for homeless and downtrodden gays, often laying down my life in faith that I will elevate my brothers (rather than being destroyed myself), I have earned these gifts of the spoken and written word. I have earned Randolph’s salvation…and through him, the salvation of all veterans of the Vietnam conflict.

Randolph was raised in the very conservative and old fashioned culture of West Virginia. Though a proud and out gay, he maintained his devotion to Christ all his life. Here I am, a pagan with strong Celtic and shamanic influences, trying to find a way to love Randolph, and liberate him from such terrible ordeals. I had to find Christ in order to find the answer. And I did.

For this reason, I regard Randolph as my guardian angel, for it is in his suffering that was borne upon my shoulders, that I became a much better man, and devoted to Our Father and His Loving Son. They came to me in powerful visions after Randolph shot himself. Angels came to me too…gave me instructions on how to do the right thing by this man. And so I did, but it cost me many years of tribulation. None of which I’d trade for anything, for I am now a hero, and beloved by God, His Son, and their magnificent angels.

{{ In this regard, I see that you have written to share your love and compassion for another, which is encouraging to others, suffering the same turmoils that you were experiencing. You wrote these to Randy with raw, open feelings and emotion, and elegantly, which I found compelling. }}

Thank you SO much for bearing through the raunchy passages, in order to get to the heart of my tale! I knew you’d be impressed. My angels told me to be pushy about it, that you would be grateful I was.

It is in the shamanic wisdom (such as from Native Americans and ancient Celtic belief) that I learned the wisdom of baring one’s heart in order to heal one’s tribe. I am more like the Christian author C.S. Lewis (“The Chronicles of Narnia,” “The Screwtape Letters,” etc.) who wove Christian morality into a pagan tapestry. Or like the Book of Kells, an exquisite fusion of Celtic belief with Christian…I do the same, only for gays. Thus, you have a weaving of fairytale metaphor with Christian love. Randolph is my guardian angel, while Larkin is my guardian dragon. Two loves, two hearts, two cultures, two religions. All united with Jehovah’s blessings.

{{ That was sad reading that you felt like dying when you wrote these. You repeating these feelings to him. }}

Yes, it is most sad…yet now with enough hindsight, I can share this sadness with the world, to touch their hearts about the gay plight in a homophobic society that uses Jesus Christ’s very own name to persecute them! That’s really sad, eh? But my own emotion is PRIDE above and beyond any other…and God Himself has handed me the Golden Apple of Authorship, that will touch the soul of so many. And bring about a profound change of heart towards sexual minorities. It is a great gift most profound, for which I am enormously thankful.

{{ Did Randy ever respond to you after receiving these? It is so true that we have the dark human side to our nature, yet the wonderful and truly hopeful thing is that we are also composed in Gods’ image, which gives us hope. }}

You are such an elegant author yourself, Sweet Sue, you take my breath away! Sometimes, he responded, but it was sporadic. Nonetheless, I took heart and steeled myself to endure whatever slings and arrows came my way, in order to find a solution to bring him true peace and happiness. And I did, I know in my heart I did, though he has disappeared from my life since 1992. I am over the grief, I have only great pride and joy for my dedication…which reward has now come to me in the form of Larkin, and this incredible talent. Which is glorious affirmation that Randolph is just fine, wherever he is, and most grateful for my enduring affections.

{{ Curious what you meant by the dark ways of the white man? }}

I am a shaman in spirit, who channels other spirits, such as angels, gods, animals, and so on. In that letter, I was channeling a Native American spirit…for whom the white man is a very dark force. As you well know.

{{ And, what does, “burn away into the eternal light” signify? }}

It is time for this earth to become the Happy Hunting Ground; mankind has suffered enough. Those who still refuse to practice brotherly and sisterly love, shall be removed from this sphere, and reincarnate to another world where they may continue to grow in their foolish manner, while those who remain can finally enjoy a life of harmony, joy, and fellowship.

{{ Surely, Christ’s message is us to love one another and treat each other with love and compassion, and I agree that part of the reason we may remain in our sinful state is this lack of love towards others, yet the Bible in the Book of Romans, especially in the beginning states that man loves his evil deeds, doing them in darkness, showing that he knows they are wrong. So, it is also that we love to sin. That’s the rest of the story here, and we just cannot blame others, we must look to ourselves first, and acknowledge our sinfulness and turn to the Lord for His forgiveness and complete restoration through accepting the love of God, through His sacrificial death of His Son, for the atonement of our sins.

Then, and only then, can we be right with God, and live the full and abundant life that He came to give us. Apart from accepting His gift of life through Christ we are all destined to Hell. }}

So beautifully written, Sweet Sue, I dare not pare down any of that paragraph! As for “Hell” here is what I’ve come to understand:

There is no eternal hell, only that punishment meted out for whatever sins we have committed. Once the purging is complete, these souls shall also come to rest in God’s heart. There is no person created, that God will ever destine to eternal damnation. That is a belief added on by powermongering preachers who teach with fear. The Buddha said that heaven and hell are a state of mind…and that makes perfect sense. For what good deeds or bad deeds you commit, they will pile up into an ultimate outcome: either liberation of the soul, or more suffering.

Christ’s sacrifice on the cross was to ensure that no one should ever stray so far, as to never be able to eventually be brought up into God’s Light. In fact, I find it to be an abomination to even believe that a loving God would ever condemn any wretched soul to eternal fire. Temporary fire, yes…and for each, a different length of time depending on the sin.

Some Christian churches do believe in eternal hell, while others do not. I stand firmly with the latter. Many folks shall soon be removed from this planet, due to their darkly sinful ways, that this planet may finally know liberation. One could say these losers will be cast into hell. But that does not mean their hell will be eternal…just they need to continue on their path in another dimension, where they can no longer thwart good folk’s destiny here on earth.

{{ Previously, you had written that the only sect of Christianity that you feel valid is the gnostic, meaning that it is equal with all the other “religions” of the World. Do you still believe that? }}

Gnostic Christianity is quite complex, not simplistic like fundamentalist churches. They possess a vast, intellectual sphere that gives birth to great Christian thinkers such as Teilhard de Chardin, who do not spit on other belief systems (such as pagan, shamanic, and so forth), but give reverence to them, as aspects of perceiving the same God in different cultural lenses. I can only feel at home in such Christian venues that allow us to keep an open mind, and befriend those who are non-Christian, including atheists. This is the essence of brotherly/sisterly love…not limited among only those who believe the same as yourself. It may not be easy, but the cross never was.

{{ I know we have spoken of this before. I do not believe that man can do anything apart from the Lord to earn his favor. As the Bible teaches us, even our most righteous acts are fifthiness in His eyes. On our own, we can never be good enough, and we will always mess up. }}

Of course not. But when a man or woman is righteous for so many years, sometimes the angels do shower them with blessings, for all the world to witness. Such as Job, who suffered egregious trials for many many years, yet stuck to his belief that God was ultimately loving. He may have been more tested by Jehovah than any other person in history. In a similar fashion, I have been tested (included suffering horrid cysts that started behind the left ear, and rapidly spread all over my face…from the ages of 16 to 22),

yet remained steadfast in believing in The Good, whether it be through Celtic, shamanic, Christian, or other beliefs. I am, after all, a student of world religions…I love the diverse and colorful ways different cultures perceive Our Creator.

{{ You’ve written here about the joy you know from your faith in Christ? I just wondered what joy your faith has given you Zeke? And, what is faith to you Zeke? }}

The angels came to me regarding Randolph, and gave me the strength to stand by his side, both literally and metaphorically, these many years. Christ Himself came to me, and asserted that my struggle for gay liberation in this world was not just righteous, but most holy. For He showed that in homosexuals suffering the horrid ridicule, vilification, terror and murder by a vast majority, they walk Christ’s path more closely than any other minority. Now, my skills in telling tales that have become so finely honed, certainly reflect the end result of my endurance and keeping the flame alive in my heart, for all my gay brothers and sisters around the world.

Faith to me, is never giving up on your dreams. That the angels are cheering you on, even if you don’t see or hear them. But I am also a most lucky man: for I have seen and heard them throughout my unusual life, even since I was a child.

{{ You wrote them long ago. A couple decades. What responses have you received from these letters over the years Zeke? }}

Oh, I do have some love letters from Randolph. But I’ve written the greatest body of them…in fact, probably over 200 wonderful letters to Randolph, of which I only have copied less than ten percent. They are somewhere, and one day they will be discovered, and put into my Life’s Labor of Love: “The Gay Bible” (or “Final Testament“). In fact, I don’t think Randolph died, I think he just is in hiding for a while, and will soon come back to me. For this is what my visions, my angels tell me. But no, his torment from the bloody conflict tore apart his spirit, I could not expect his love returned; I could only expect my fidelity to grow under duress. I call myself “God’s Little Grunt”.

They tell me that Larkin will bring me to Randolph…and when that occurs, so will the liberation of my gay family. I know this may sound crazy, this is an incredible claim…but as far as I can tell, I speak only truth. And my time has come, my star is rising…with the blessings of Jesus and His Incredible Dad Themselves!

{{ I will await your response with baited breath. :) }}

Ha! Love it. Chapter Two, “Moby’s Dick” contains barely an iota of raunchy queer humor (except of course for the title), and it is a continuation of what occurred in Chapter One. I sincerely hope you will read that too, soon…for I know you will enjoy it immensely. Here’s the URL again:

https://zekeblog.wordpress.com/2012/03/28/mobys-dick/

Finally: I do realize we may have disagreements on what Christ, Hell, and Faith mean…however, I do respect you immensely, regardless…and again am SO grateful you’ve listened to my plea to read Chapter One in its entirety. I am VERY blessed to have you in my life, Sweet Sue. And I apologize if anything I have said regarding my spiritual beliefs may have offended you in any way, shape or manner. In memory of Snackboy, I wish you only joy and happiness.

Sincerely,

Zeke <3



Date: Mon, Apr 2, 2012 at 8:08 PM
From: Zeke
To: Sweet Sue
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

More on My Handsome Randolph:

Another vision has shown that Randolph is my guardian angel, who concocted this war veteran scenario just to create a wonderful romantic adventure for me. So he wasn’t really shot, or suffered that much…it was more like a Hollywood setup, so I could play the hero and become a great author and activist, myself.

If this is true, then I’ve been duped. But what a WONDERFUL dupe it is!

I think what is lost on most Christians is God’s sense of humor, and that of the angels. You must therefore study pagan and shamanic beliefs, to grasp that dimension we call divine levity.



Date: Wed, Apr 4, 2012 at 2:13 PM
From: Sweet Sue
To: Zeke
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

Hi Zeke. I was curious about your relationship with Larkin now Zeke? I hope he is and continues to be a loving friend to you.

I cannot imagine the persecution and suffering that gays experience. I look forward to speaking with Terry about this.

Regarding those who persecute: yes, maybe some fulfill and return the evil, but what good does that bring? Man wants to think they are better than others. I remember Terry telling an older guy he worked with that was always trying to put him down, out of jealousy, most likely. Does cutting my tree down make yours feel a little taller? Revenge is mine says the Lord.

I do believe we are and can be blessed by God, but don’t think we earn anything by our own good deeds. However, we do reap what we sow. No one can earn another’s salvation. We are each responsible for all of the good and bad that we do in our bodies and will be judged according, not by man, but by the Lord. When Jesus comes again, He will separate the sheep from the goats. I suppose this is an area we will have to agree to disagree. This is so important for people to know and grasp, because it affects their eternal salvation.

Christ loves you Zeke. He loves us all.

I’ve never had an Angel come to me. Well, I’m sure they have. I’ve just never recognized them as such.

You did what you felt was the right thing for Randolph, Zeke. You are beloved by God anyway, because He created you, and only wants the best for you, and all of us.

Well, I just read and concentrated on the written part as you suggested. I knew that it was important to you for me to read them, although I’m really not much of a reader Zeke. Never have been. Now Kenny and Terry are. I remember always reading to them, hoping they would fall asleep and take a nap. :)

Actually, I was the one who took a nap and they got up and ransacked the house. I’m your friend Zeke. So, I wanted to check this out, ’cause it’s special to you. That was really nice to read that you valued my opinion, although I’m pretty ignorant about many cultures and worldly views. You are leap years ahead of me regarding this stuff. It’s just not that important to me. We’re all so different.

Yes, I see how you webbed your writing around the Native Americans in your writing here. It is really sad that man tries to vilify, condemn, and persecute. They ought to take the stones out of their own eyes, before throwing them at others, yet, blinded by their own sin. We are all given spiritual gifts from the Lord.

It’s great that you have identified yours and you are a man on a mission! That’s good that you have called it your gift, as from knowing you, I know it has also been most challenging at times.

You flatter me Zeke. I just know what I know, and also when the Lord leads me I am able and most willing to share His truths with others. It is my responsibility as His child.

I do believe that there will be a time again when the Lord will rid us of Sin again. No more pain, no more sorrow. No more hopes of an illusive tomorrow. That’s a song. I didn’t make it up. God has rid the World before of the sinful and Godless, and He will do it again. When he has had enough, he will show no more mercy. We do differ on our beliefs. I do believe and know that the Lord will cast the goats into the lake of fire, and the righteous will be living with the Lord forever. And, the righteous are those who have accepted the love of God, through accepting the gift of His Son, through His atoning death and resurrection.

Actually, Zeke it really does not matter what you or I believe unless it conforms to what the Lord has said and decreed. Our opinion is for naught. His ways are not fathomable to us. He is a God of love, but He is also a God of justice. We can never be good enough, I don’t care what the Buddhists say. Without the Lord’s Spirit we are not capable of understanding any of this.The natural man receiveth not the things of God, for they are foolishness unto him, neither can he know them, for they are spiritually revealed. God says there is a Hell, which is going to be some sort of punishment for those who die in sin, and the Bible says that it is eternal.

I believe that Christ’s sacrifice was the full payment for our sin, because God cannot be around sin, only what is pure and holy. So, He became a man, lived a perfect life, and gave up His life for each and every one of us. One man died so that all might live.

You feel it an abomination to even believe that a loving God would ever condemn any wretched soul to eternal fire. Again, I really do not think it matters to God what we think. He’s gonna do, what He says He’s gonna do. God said it, I believe it, and that settles it for me. Sin is sin Zeke. There are no little sins or big sins in His eyes. Sin is sin, it is missing His mark, and burdens and grieves Him deeply, and He’s going to discipline or punish accordingly, even if it isn’t what we think is fair.

I don’t relish believing in eternal hell, yet being outside of His presence surely should be eternal hell for us. The alternative is better than we finite creatures can even imagine. Eyes have not seen, nor has it entered into the hearts of man, what God has planned for those who love him.

I would like to believe as you here, but again, it doesn’t matter what we think, it’s what He says. I know there are those that believe in reincarnation, similar to living somewhere else on another dimension. I believe that here is it, and we live our lives as He chisels us to be more in His image. I don’t think He is just going to move us around, and I surely do not understand everything, who does?

I agree that people who think and act without love and acceptance of others are missing the mark, and He will deal with them accordingly. And, yes, isn’t it terrible that some attend Church and think they are righteous, yet it is a righteousness of pride, and not a true righteousness from God. On this I’m sure we agree.

Yes, Job was a righteous man, and showered with blessings. We reap what we sow.

And, he was also severely tested by Satan, which of course, God allowed. And, all of Job’s so called friends missed the mark. I don’t think Job was always holding onto the belief that God was loving. When he was speaking with the Lord, he was saying like why me. I remember reading their conversation, and God was very direct, and was not the wishy washy God, that most people would expect Him to be under the circumstances. That taught me a lot about His nature. There is none not righteous, no not one! It’s nice to see the good in people, but really how good are we? Not so much. If man could be good enough, then why did Christ have to sacrifice Himself for our salvation?

I am not a student of world religions, knowing that pretty much all of them think they can work their way into His good graces, or just think they are too special. I believe all of us are sinful and therefore, separated from Him.

Again, I cannot imagine the horrid ridicule, suffering and even murder of homosexuals. This is wrong and He does not take kindly to these terrific, sinful acts. People are no damn good Zeke, and they will pay for this mistreatment of their fellow man.

For all have sins, and fall short of the glory of God. There is none not righteous, no not one. Therefore, we are all separated from God, until we accept Christ as our Savior and Lord, and live that way.

I’m sure that all of your love for your many gay brothers and sisters around the world will be rewarded by God. And, your love for mankind in general. You have a big heart Zeke.

I would say that you are a blessed man, to have seen and heard your angels throughout your unusual life. I cannot imagine that either. I seldom even remember my dreams, much less experience what you have from the spiritual realm. Somewhat of a prophet, which I know can also be a curse.

Yes, we do have disagreements on these things. You’re a sweetheart Zeke. Thank you for your kind words. You are very special to me too! There is surely no need to apologize for the difference in our spiritual beliefs. We really need mainly to be concerned on offending God.

Love,
Sweet Sue



Date: Wed, Apr 4, 2012 at 3:43 PM
From: Zeke
To: Sweet Sue
Subject: Doping Wealthy Dopes

I will leave your most eloquent writing untouched, and undebated. I prefer its beauty to shine without further badinage. Blessings, I am most impressed and touched! You are a very gifted soul, who perhaps cannot realize at this time, what an outstanding author of the Truth you really are. <3


Oh Tremble Amerika

May 29, 2010

Oh tremble Amerika, you land of Moloch,
for you have greatly broken my covenant:
that you should speak for The Angel of Democracy
to every corner of the world.

What have you done, Amerika, spreading fear
of your own self (instead of love for freedom)
to every nation, to every person;
yeah, even unto your own citizens,
that they tremble so before you,
Oh Hand of Satanic Ruin?

Who are you, Amerika, that you should take ten percent
of your children,
(who you call “homosexual” but I call “Hellene”)
and teach them terror unending from day to day,
and year to year,
right unto their very own death?

What wickedness is this, Amerika,
that you take the very Word of God and blaspheme it
to preach the killing and misery of a good number
of your brave children (Hellenes)
whose only sin is brotherly and sisterly love?
(Were you to sin in such a seemly manner,
you’d all know heaven by now!)

Amerika, you are NO LONGER God’s country,
for you have broken your covenant with me,
in a most grevious manner.
You have invented A NEW ARROGANCE which hubris
even I have never seen, nor Lucifer ever conceived;
in such unbridled malice of your own loyal
Hellenic citizens, WHO ARE ALSO MY ANGELS!

Oh, Amerika, tremble now, for the hour has arrived:
for amber waves of grain to wither under a Great Drought,
for purple mountain majesty to shower pestilence
upon the fruited plain,
and for fiery whirlwinds to level your great cities
that lay parched of spirit and void of compassion.

My hetero Amerikans: return to your homes,
complacent in your gender supremacy,
believing that you are righteous
in your condemnation of homosexuals,
or in your tolerating these citizens
(as long as they don’t demand equal treatment
under your laws).

Amerika-Moloch, you ARE hypocrite
unlike any other under the sun,
and your time in this age has come to a close.
You have sealed your own fate:
of a terrible Civil War of many deaths and unholy
destruction.
Vermont shall go insane with rabid homophobia
and rape herself into many pieces;
while Florida burns from political fires,
and sinks into the Atlantic,
her great smoky plume turning all of Mexico into midnight
for eleven dark months.

And all lands in between and west of these two raging
states,
shall likewise be consumed by plagues and madness
of myriad types.
The Great Mississippi shall overflow with the blood
of you hypocrites,
drowning many in your sleep;
and your towns shall stink of your children’s putrifying
flesh.

For I have summoned my Angel who long ago
freed the Hebrews from Egyptian bondage,
to now unshackle all same-sex lovers from your
diabolical chains.
For them, I shall keep the region known as Northern
California, as a safe refuge…
casting out all who maintain homophobic ideas,
no matter how slight.
This includes many churches of the Christian realm.

And this region I shall name “Athenia”,
to separate her from the punishment I shall mete out
to the remainder of land known
(for a while longer) as Amerika.


The Eternal Wound

April 6, 2010

My comments as “HoboHomo” (and a kind response) from article about
Christian fundamentalist dogma on Alternet.org, a progressive message board:


Subject: Homophobia: Our Achilles Heel
Posted by: HoboHomo on Mar 30, 2009 9:23 PM

The universal hatred of gay people by most religious and even non-religous societies has provided an eternally-open wound by which those in power can control and decimate all others.

When all sorts of people composing a MAJORITY of the culture, rabidly partake in the persecution of gays (or any other group, but homosexuals have been the chosen scapegoat for at least a millenium), society constructs its own DE-construction, and begins to experience the very terror they’ve so gleefully spawned upon the non-hetero minority.

In your own ignorance, you did not see this coming. It is not too late, IF and ONLY if, enough citizens aggressively resist homophobia and create laws and sanctions of ZERO TOLERANCE against gay bashing.

Otherwise, enjoy the hell you’ve created by your own demonic thoughts, if not outright actions.



Subject: MCC has the “jesus” domain name.
Posted by: Bliss Doubt on Mar 31, 2009 9:15 AM

www.jesus.com

HoboHomo, my feeling is that christianity is so dysfunctional and mixed up, and has so much bad baggage in the inquisition, witch hunts, crusades, holy wars, the oppression of third world people by missionaries who have insisted that native peoples were savage heathen, gay bashing, right wing political intrigue, that I wouldn’t want them, and don’t feel left out by not belonging to one of their churches. I found my spiritual path in the 80’s when I began hearing about the Goddess.

Anyway, for what it’s worth, I’d point out that no particular cult of organized christianity owns Jesus. One of the official statements of Metropolitan Community Churches is “homosexuality, not a sin, not a sickness”.

I was touched by the pain of a friend who died just over a year ago. In his last years on this planet, I think he knew he was going to die young. He’d been raised Catholic, and as a gay man felt rejected by God. He lived his last years in search of answers about pain in this life, about the validity of one’s identity, about higher power that you can lean on, our responsibility to each other and to God, and whether or not God really takes an interest in us. He died without finding his answers.


RE: MCC has the “jesus” domain name.
Posted by: HoboHomo on Mar 31, 2009 12:17 PM

HoboHomo, my feeling is that christianity is so dysfunctional and mixed up

Everything you said: so true! Do you know that when missionaries reached Alaska, their depraved teaching drove many Inuit people insane? That’s because being told they were sinners by nature caused a severe psychosis of depression, a disconnect with their creator who is most beloved in their native worldview. They couldn’t imagine being in any way, so intrinsically offensive to their God, it broke their spirit!

Many indigenous societies were most accepting of alternative sexual inclinations, and found ways to incorporate that into their culture in loving, rational ways. But–thanks to the dogma of Christianity–they now are violent gay bashers even when otherwise getting back to their roots. They may reject the distorted overlay of a conquering culture (for the most part), but maintain one of its worst influences: homophobia.

I found my spiritual path in the 80’s when I began hearing about the Goddess.

I am essentially a Pagan myself…more specifically, an animist, which is one who believes all that exists (even a rock) is imbued with universal consciousness. My paganist ideas are obvious in my tales, poems and essays that you can read on my web site or blog.

One of the official statements of Metropolitan Community Churches is “homosexuality, not a sin, not a sickness”.

While I have found little personal reward in joining gay-friendly churches (and believe me I’ve tried) due to the overall conservatism that has sadly become part of gay society…I believe that reclaiming Christianity on their own terms is a most important and effective political maneuver. That is why I’ve dedicated my own activism towards reinterpreting religious mythos on behalf of sexual minorities. My web site is entitled The Final Testament (or “Faggot Bible”), which you may visit here: gay-bible.org

Bemusedly, I didn’t realize until several years after naming my web site, that “Final Testament” is also the pet name Muslims give to their own bible, the Q’uran. :D

On my home page is a link to my “zekeblog”, where my most recent writings and activities are recorded for anyone interested.

I was touched by the pain of a friend who died just over a year ago.

Thank you so much for being his friend; that will bless you the rest of your life. I believe that gay people have a spiritual destiny above and beyond the average hetero person…and that we walk Christ’s path more closely than any other group…as implied by our long and noble history of persecution and humiliation. It is our (gay) destiny to bring the world into a better existence, by example and long-suffering.

And it is meant to be a total surprise for most.

Thank you, Bliss Doubt, for a MOST thoughtful comment. I consider you a true friend on this bumpy road we call life. May the Great Spirit bless you this day, with a sign that brings joy.


Jesus On The Okra Winfree Show

March 17, 2010

Jesus Christ returns to planet earth and, of course, He is invited to a LOT of talk shows…in order for us to understand better, what this man called Jesus is really all about. So it is on the Okra Winfree Show He is asked the question:

“Jesus, what do YOU think was the most important advice YOU ever received in Your lifetime as the Suffering Messiah?”

Jesus deliberates on this a few moments before answering: “Well, Okra, I don’t consider My incarnation as The Messiah among the most relevant of My past-life experiences. Even so, during that existence, I received so many excellent words of wisdom, that I really CAN’T pick a favorite. But I’ll tell you this: I shall never forget the WORST piece of advice ANYONE gave Me, in ANY of My multitudinous lives.

Okra Winfree leans forward in profound curiosity and says: “Okay, Jesus, and what was that?”

Jesus finally answers: “Well, it was during my PRESENT incarnation (as you now see Me), and it came from a psychiatrist who once told Me: ‘Jesus, You can’t save the world.

Okra parries: “THAT revelation must have been quite a SHOCKeroonie to the ol’ ego there, buddy!”

Too-SHAY, Okra,” retorts Jesus, lighting a Camel Light 100 to soothe His jangled nerves, “too-SHAY.

“May-uh KOOL-pah, may-uh KOOL-pah,” Okra chuckles, “It’s ALWAYS fun to play devil’s advocate with You, Jesus.”

Fine with Me, Okra,” grins Our Savior, “as long as YOU don’t mind an occasional DIP in the Lake Of Fire.

“Well, another BURNING question I have…” (audience guffaws before Okra continues) “…regards the HUMAN side of Jesus Christ: Besides tobacco, do you have any OTHER addictions?”

Jesus blushes, and lowers His head. “Yes. One other. Boys. In that way, I’m like My Daddy.

Suddenly, a voice booms out of nowhere:

ALLAH THE OLD ARAB SAYS: I’D WALK A MILE FOR A CAMEL, TWO FOR A SHEEP OR GOAT, AND THREE FOR A BOY. HARDY HAR HAR!

Okra Winfree raises her eyes to the ceiling and, slightly disgruntled, challenges Our Holy Guest: “Can’t you EVER get Your Father to show up in person?”

Jesus shrugs His shoulders. “God knows I’ve been trying, but He seems to take everything like one, big, fat joke. You know, I can’t even get HIM to see ME whenever I want!

“Wait a minute,” Okra grows serious, “You mean to tell me You STILL can’t be with Your Father?”

Well, not quite,” ponders The Son Of Man, “It’s just that He sees ME whenever He wants, but I don’t get to see HIM whenever I want. It’s just not fair.

Okra drops a pensive arm from her chin and says, sadly, “No, Jesus, that isn’t fair at all.”

HEY JESUS, I GOT TWO FRONT-ROW TICKETS TO SEE ‘JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTUD’ TONIGHT…WANNA GO?

Our Man Of The Cross sighs and flips a rude finger to the sky: “F*CK you, Dad, just F*CK you.

OKAY, GUY, BE THAT WAY. I GOT PLENTY OF HOT CHERUBS WHO ARE DYING FOR A DATE WITH BIG DICK!

Okra, in raging fury, jumps onto her chair and waves an angry fist at the ceiling: “God, don’t You think You’re going a little too far? Think of Your Wonderful Son!”

I ALWAYS THINK OF MY SON. LAST NIGHT WHEN I WAS HUMPING LUCIFER, I THOUGHT OF MY SON: OH JESUS, OH JESUS, OH JESUS!

Don’t talk to Him, Okra,” grumbles Jesus, “just don’t talk to Him. It’s the only way you’ll get Him to leave us alone.” Hands shaking, Our Lord attempts to light another cigarette, but drops the match book.

HERE, JESUS, HAVE AN ARCHANGEL. I’M DONE WITH HIM FOR A WHILE. MAYBE HE’LL GET YOU OFF THE RAGGIE.

Out of nowhere appears an incredibly gorgeous dude, adorned in nothing more than a bulging gold spandex loin cloth and these opalescent, feathery white wings stretching across the entire breadth of the stage.

He alights by Jesus, who caresses the firm, smooth butt of the archangel, then grabs His Own Ample Crotch and says:

Okra, I hate to break this off, but as you can see, it’s meant to stay on and be fondled.

And with those words, the archangel’s fat crown pops its head above the loin cloth. (Camera zooms in for a yummy closeup. Audience drools in raptured silence, as a milky substance dribbles from the crown and down the angel’s spear. When the camera regretfully pulls back, this glorious angel tosses His luxurious mane of silver hair, and laughs):

MEET BIG DICK. HAW, HAW!

Then He lifts Jesus up, cradles Him in His massive arms, and looks straight into the camera:

I LOVE MY SON MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE UNIVERSE. LET’S GO, JESUS, YA GOT A DATE WITH ME, ALWAYS.

They vanish, leaving Okra Winfree and her stunned audience behind, along with a half-empty pack of Camel Light 100s lying on the floor.

And an empty chair.


The Origin Of Evil

March 15, 2010

Once upon a time–long long before Adam & Steve were created–Jehovah realized that the universe could never be complete without something called “evil”. He tried to explain this to the Host of Angels (his only companions at that early time; though numbering in the hundreds), but they were all confused and aghast at this shocking concept. All that is, but one: Lucifer. When the Big Cheese saw that only Little Lucy was not aghast (but simply confused) he called him into his inner chamber, where they could be alone. (Archangel Gaybriel served them each a pot of lavender tea before departing behind the curtains.)


Hey Little Buddy,” declares the Good Master, “why aren’t you also shocked by my proclamation?” To which Lucky replies: “My Father, of course I am confused, but I’d never be judging you. After all, you’re our Creator…so even if I don’t comprehend one of your decisions, I still trust you. I could never conceive of you ever doing any wrong…even though this is the FIRST TIME I have become perplexed by anything you’ve ever said or done.

Jehovah contemplatively sips his tea, then leans forward. “You don’t really grasp what evil is all about, do you?

Of course not.” shrugs Lucifer, “This is the first time I’ve ever heard of such a thing. And it does what, you say? Distorts truth and makes intelligent beings feel bad, and do wrong?

Why don’t I give you a visual?” resolves YHVH, who then projects a holographic scene that hovers between the two.


Therein, Lucifer witnesses the awesome advent of evil upon a newly created species called “man”. Wherein Lucifer weeps for the first time, some sparkly tears dropping into the teacup (which by the way is the primal origin of the Holy Grail). Lucy dries his eyes with the hem of his sleeve, and exclaims, “Oh, my father, what terrible betrayal. How could you wish such forces unleashed in any universe? But I can only trust your decisions, and offer to serve you in this outcome, as best I can. For as much as I abhor this new energy entering the cosmos, that you call ‘evil’…I also understand that it is a necessary process in spiritual evolution towards perfection. That without any evil in this world, humans would never be challenged to become the true hero that dwells within each and every soul.” Lucifer then takes a deep breath and sets down his cup. “Okay, Dad. How can I help you in this terrible mission?


So with great sorrow and pride, Jehovah requests that Lucifer play the role of Master of Evil. This time around, Lucy is indeed terribly shocked, and lowers his head in shame and sorrow for some moments; then looks up and into the eyes of His Father, to say: “I will do this, only because if I didn’t, you’d be alone to carry this out. I wish to relieve your burdens as much as possible. For I do love you much!

Jehovah took him up into his strong arms. “You are the only one of my angels who has never lacked in any way, complete faith in my plans. For that, I make you The Devil Himself, that you may tempt man to go astray. And in so tempting, each is offered the chance to resist temptation, and become a hero in overthrowing your seductions. You will be vilified, scapegoated, and ultimately despised by all but a few wise folks. Indeed, not until the end of this First Cycle of Creation, will the wrongs against you be righted, and will you be celebrated as My Most Beloved First Born.


Having agreed to be partners in this Great Mission, Lucifer calls together a meeting of all the angels, and presents his case: to usurp the Creator and run the show ourselves. He is very persuasive, thanks to a gilded tongue, and manages to convince a third of the angelic host. War breaks out. So Lucifer dutifully plays out his incredible roles through history, including one of his “time out” past lives, where he is willfully sacrificed on a cross, to reaffirm his total devotion to One who asked of him this awesome responsibility. For with every seduction, Lucky always prays in his heart that you won’t be tempted.

MORAL OF THIS TALE

Evil is a necessary evil.

And if you really love your enemy, then one must also find
a way to love, and forgive, the Ultimate Enemy.



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